So,
  I'm a girl who hates shopping.
I despise it. I get bored.
I'd rather look for food than for clothes.

I'm a girl who's really undecided.
So don't expect me to tell you what I want for my birthday
For Christmas
And for every other occasion like dates.

I'm a really weird person.
And I could say so many random things.
If you're that weird too,
I hope we're compatible.

I'm a really shy girl.
So please bear with me
That I can't take the approach always.

I'm one fragile person.
Tell me everything's all right
And that I should be fine.
Let me know you're  by my side.

Tell me if you love me.
Tell me if you hate me.
Make me yours only,
  and I would be in my happiest days.

There are pretty people in this world
But why do we say we are ugly
We are ugly, fat losers
We're useless beings
But that's where we are wrong
Everybody's got potential at some part of this world
Maybe yourself being weird
  is a talent.
Everybody's just got pessimistic these days
That's why we can think of our dark futures
Rather than our bright ones
And everything's about being so down
Like,
  why start thinking 'bout being depressed?
You're the one who's up to making feelings like that

I love science
But I wish I still wondered
why the sky is blue

I adore silence
but i wish innocence
can still be heard

In the serenity
I didn't choose
In the questions
i was forced to conclude

Crime scene near the house
Police rushing to that place
Me locking every single door
Oh what else could I do
Grabbed every single thing that could be a weapon
Even things that aren't effective
Scared that these evil doers will come at my door
Countless thoughts keep coming at me
I'm seriously praying the rapture would come instead

Lagi ka na lang nasa isip
Sa gabi mangungulit ka sa panaginip
Ayaw mo ba ako matulog?
Eh halos mahulog
Na ang cellphone sa mukha
Kakatingin sa picture **** nakakamangha
Walanghiya ang iyong mga mata
Nakakabighani, parang diwata
Nahihibang na ata
    Ako pag ang labi mo'y mayroong kalungkutan
Nais kitang hagkan ng may katagalan
Hanggang sa maramdaman mo ay saya
Dahil nandito lang naman ako talaga
Kahit ini-SMALL ka nila
IniiBIG naman kita

I write a song for you
So you could sing it for her
I pour a poem for you
So she would feel like the stars and oceans and thorns and thunder and earth and sunrays and moonlight and rivers and wind

What you ask me to do
My heart the ink
Of the prose you'll give
From me to her.

Indescribable, once again

The storm and monsoons and trade winds and fall and winter and summer and rain and rain drops and atomic theory and i

All at once
Beautiful and powerful and hurtful

All at once
Lovely, serendipity, a mix of desire

All at once
All the words

Give it to her, recite my scribbles destined for you

Give it to her, the envelope concealed along with my hidden feelings for you

Give it
All to her
Be happy,
be
     with
            her

Let her read
Let her savour
Let her love the words
That describe where I revolve

My forests my snowflakes the beams of the sun and the sun itself and typhoons that break people and the ineffable entirely

All the beauty in the world that illuminate you

I'm always left undecided
But decisions are just too much for me to bear
I always feel like choosing the other
Will make me feel like regretting the other choice
Now people choose for me
But who am I to say I don't like it
Because with so much time passing
No one would want to waste it

Death**

I wonder what it would feel like
I wonder how the dead felt before they died

"I want to die."
What foolishness am I to bear to say that

I love living
But in fact we're only living to die one day
And that one day should be a righteous end