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Listening
Living in between seperate
Dimensions of being
We used to swim In public
Pools and used to gaze at the
Spray-painted underground
Nakedness rampant under
The bridges of our city
We used to coo in creeks and
Make invitations to every
Kid in class to our birthday
Parties
We played with basketballs
Hula-hoops and Gameboy
But somewhere down this
Beaten road through adolescence
Somewhere beyond the socks
For presents on
Christmas
We became taller and hairier.
Shaped crystals from diamond
Mines
And life gave us something to
Unwind
A music box for a wandering mind
To speak our truth
To speak you're soul
Disguised as a bruised indifference
Or an overt lunacy somedays
(Seems plausible on sleepless
Nights, insomniac-like In
Cemented rooms that turn so cold
In Autumn.)
But our truth is our sanity
Which must be uttered In
Amazement
Even as some hookah caterpillar
Is blowing smoke
Trying to convince you you're
Crazy
Maybe the caterpillar is only lazy
And trying to be a marmot.
  Oct 2015 Victoria Ivette Vargas
Sinai
I'm on a strike
I refuse
To spend the rest of autumn
Pretending to be whole without you
And I swear
I will not leave this bed
Until I wake up and find you in it
Look at her,
she is free and she is still,

Watch her exuberance light the room…
Watch her!

Catch her,
while she is free, and while she is still…

Catch this wild flower,
and destroy her

Watch how this gives you pleasure,
ripping her soul apart as you break into her innocence…

Watch how this gives you serene relaxation,
as you watch the blood trickle the fine inches of her porcelain skin…

Look at her,
she is blank, lifeless almost,
her small, struggling breaths, pathetic to you.

Watch her,
what’s left at least…

She’s in chains.

by V.I.V. , 2015
Watch her.
See her step, see her twirl.
With dozens of planets
which orbit her hips
as her skirt spreads in the wind.
She laughs and the morning dew
rises from the tall grass
in salute
of her soothing voice.
The mockingbirds follow,
imitating all the known
to make themselves known
to her,
as she hops, flips, and swallows
into the woods
without a care.
She races unto the path,
a path only for her,
lit with light from the sun,
only for her.
See that she touches the hard bark
of the trees with soft tips
of fingers, and the trees stand
to only provide her shade.

Now watch.

Her as the planets burn to
ash and fall among the
grass.
And the dew explodes in
ecstasy while the
birds of all choke on their
praise.
And the sun of all forgives
its light and collapses
inward.
And the tall pines creak and scream
** timber and fall
about.

Watch her.
  Oct 2015 Victoria Ivette Vargas
El
You believe this is a game,
And you may very well be right.

but

If you think you can play it better then me
*think again
- Unknown
Love was something you didn’t give.
Or maybe you gave it to me and I pushed it away…
But why would I?

I think your anger pushed me away,
Yes! It did!
I was there, I was your best friend at one point and you were mine…
What happened Mom?

God, I was SO angry, but I loved you.
It is the worst pain to feel in this world and now you are gone and I…

I am here.
Drowning in my own guilt…
Oh, how I wanted to fix things…
How I wanted to love you in person instead of in my mind…

I wanted a mother, you wanted a daughter, and we were so late…
We just waited to long.

& we drifted apart over the long, ******, and painful years...

by V.I.V. , 2015
Alcohol lingers on
my breath
as I hide
my hands in
my sweater.
I chew on
what were once
delicate lips
but are now
dry and often
bleed.
I am covered
in these
bad habits
that have become
too hard
to hide.

-O.B
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