Gabriel

Gabriel Oct 2018

From the pearls in the sea
to the moon that lights the dark
I GAVE HER EVERYTHING

"*******!" I cursed the world
my throat have never been this sore
my feet felt sober
from all the drunk steps I took
JUST TO GET CLOSER TO YOU

MY VISION MIGHT BE BLURRY
BUT I LOVED YOU STRAIGHT
In my eyes I saw heaven
in your arms i felt home
I longed for a short moment with you

GUESS THIS IS CALLED A LOVESICK BLUES

heh

#love #sea #drunk

Gabriel Sep 2018

Modern Warfare

These days words **** people more
the sharpest tongue dominates
No matter the situation
It eats the victim more and more
Not killing in a single bullet
Yet let them sink in
of what weakness they possess
Turning words into deadly machines
It prisons the weak in a daily basis

IF YOU HAVE DEPRESSION TALK TO ME
STRANGER TO YOUR MIND
I AM HERE

#depression #**** #bullet

Gabriel Sep 2018

Habits

We often latch on habits that kills us
Cigarettes turn to painkillers
Liquor turns to cough syrups

I die everyday without a dose of heaven

As we picture out these habits
as an escape from reality

#habits #liquor #cigarettes

Gabriel Sep 2018

Dreams

I dream a silly dream
   my poems were  dancing
in a moonlight sky my words float
and rained on your head

I dream a lovely dream
     my hands held yours in a drunken night
    as we walked on a road we used to call home
         Gazing on those eyes the moment skyrocketed so high no pill can do

I dreamt of you in many ways
   kissing booths on a carnival
to drinking sessions on a side way
   I've never felt so euphoric
as the day these lips kissed yours

As I woke up from those dreams
I couldn't wait for bedtime
              reality kills me when you're not the one

habits#4

#love #dreams #carnival #moon #broken #stars #poem

Gabriel Sep 2018

Dancing Naked

Here I am ,exposing every molecule
these are for your eyes only
My feet fell in love with the floor when the moment I took steps
to get closer to you

As we danced , my hands on your hips
my heart on your hand I've started gazing on your soul
eye to eye while the moonlight shines like a Broadway show
In that moment I knew
I loved you naked
as you were dancing with clothes on
all night

Habits#3

#love #dance #soul #night #naked

Gabriel Sep 2018

Painkillers

I don't want to be just a happy pill

or something that gives you euphoria

love is more than smiles and ***

the older you get the painful it is to know

So let me be the painkiller to every battle scar you have

The nicotine to your cigarette as it embraces your lungs more than I can

In a way where love can always be found
we need pain in order to know we are alive

Habit#2

#love #cigarette #painkiller #scars #euphoria

Gabriel Sep 2018

Last Part Of Me

I scattered every last bit of myself
to places where I have been
I've lost my own soul
yet in those places
I am rich

One place is the bar
Where my lips linger on people i don't know
Beer tasted like Sunday's gospel
in a crowded room full of hypocrites

Second place is my bed
a bottomless pit full of my emotions
my bed sheet have seen the worst
my feet trapped on the feeling of comfort
while the world is cruel enough
to not even recognize your pain

The last is in your hands
Arms like heaven's embrace
I've been dying to live for your touch
as days turn to nights
you light my world more than the kitchen light we dance to all day

In places I have been
I lost myself more
in your eyes

Habit #1

#love #eyes #lost #beer #places