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AJ Jan 2016
With love,
With lust,
With loss,
With longing,
With desperation.

Say it quietly.
Shout it out loud.
Scream it in ecstasy.
Savor the taste of the words on your tongue.

All that I ask
Is that you speak them to me.

Just those three well known words.
Say them to me.
Think them with me on your mind.
Whisper them at night when I sleep.

I don't care how you say it.
Just say, you love me.
AJ Jan 2016
I...
    ...Loved...
                     ...You...
But not anymore
AJ Jan 2016
Today could have been three years.
Today could have been just a small part
Of the forever
You promised me.

But in reality,
It was only 6 months.
It was only 180 days.
Some would say, it was only a half year.
But for me,
For me it was everything.

I believed every promise.
I believed in forever.
But to you, I was only another
Person in the line. I was only
A small part of your life.

I learned something in that time.
Something that is very important to me today.
I learned that when forever becomes
Only;
The person left believing in that forever,
Is left with nothing.

I guess, in the end, it was only love.
They say it gets easier with time. I don't believe that. I think that time just puts things in perspective
AJ Jan 2016
Today I realized
Why we never worked.

The problem was, you were
The only good thing in my life.

When the rest of my life was in shambles,
You were the only good I found everyday.

You took advantage of that.
Because I gave you my all.

But your life, your life was good;
I was just an extra piece of the puzzle.

When you realized that I didn't fit;
You just passed me off because I wasn't
Necessary.

The problem was my life.
I thought you were my life, because I needed
You to be my life.

Too much was going wrong.
Too much was ****** up.
But you were perfect
To me.

The problem was always me.
Me; and my horrible life.
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