I was shattered

You stepped,
On my pieces

and cried in pain
I'm sorry I hurt you

Unintentionally

-Kaya

I stand in solitude

the person you see
is just a blank canvas

you can paint me
in any color
and assume my feelings

and that's one thing
I wish you didn't do

The internal being
a different creature inside of me
that lives in a different world
and loves differently

it can't mould me
and make me the person
you want me to be

It's the only thing
That holds me together

I'm nothing but a hollow figure
In this hollow world

-Kaya

I do long for the life
that I have never had

But something,
About the loss of love

And something,
About the loss of security
Makes me happy
as there is someone

Who I'd like to believe
Is there

-Kaya

I wish I had bright eyes

And a soul full of life

But I'm covered in clean skin

In a house full of lies

-Kaya

People are like water

They all seem the same

But taste different

-Kaya

You stole a plant
watered it
And expected it grow
but as days pass by
You see no change
And you slowly start to know
That it was made of plastic
-Kaya

My mind,
A hollow sphere
My eyes,
A home for tears
My ears,
A room for fear
Where lie
the things I wish I didn't hear
My soul,
A cleansed temple
A temple that I wish
You could see

-Kaya