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don't act like you didn't have your eyes glued to me
we were sharing a cigarette and making fun of our past
talking about her without speaking a name,
and i could tell you were falling apart trying not to fall in love.
she's such a terrible person,
does it make me better if i'm really apart of her plan?
My hardest goodbye was actually to your dog.
4/17/17
Don't be so bitter last love of mine
It wasn't a lie or a waste of time
You taught me much about who I am
And more about who I am not
I am no *****, no criminal, no thot
But I am worthy of love and lust and touch
You taught me to be gracious and grateful and kind
You taught me to love someone like me
That wasn't you now I can see
But it's not like it wasn't meant to be
So don't be bitter last love of mine
Time will mend you have her and I have wine
Speak ill as you will I can't stop what you do
But I have learnt to forgive
and so should you
The last time your hand was in mine, do you remember?,
Kissed your lips and watched you walk away, that night in September,
You got on the train going South, I was going West,
So deep in love, that feeling was the best,
That spark was so bright, glowing like an ember,
Who knew how cold it would get in December?,
I was strong for the longest, pretending was my mistake,
You can bend pretty far but at some point you're bound to break,
I've always been a fighter, so I will wait,
Until it is time, for our fate.
I find it exciting to see things break without a human touch.


A jar I previously filled with water,


froze today.


All I heard was the crackling of glass breaking,


I knew


It was the jar.





A jar I left outside


waiting for something to happen

and it


did.




Not at all what I wanted.


Nonetheless something that


happened.


without my touch
If I had a peacock list
Of Narcissists
As far as it could go
At the very end
A line would read
*Choose one to be your beau
I can't feel anymore
I am numb
like bitter air freezing my bones
my fragile bones do not break
but my heart does
I don't feel pain anymore
you left me battered and bruised
but I can't feel a **** thing
I stare at the walls
memorizing all the fragments and cracks
food has lost its flavor
I'm a ghost of my former self
this can't be real
nothing is real anymore
not even my love for you

goodbye
There is one swear word and that word is "****"
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