Oh seven stars of the Big Dipper and the compassionate and merciful god.

I ask of you to grant me success and love in this new year. That and emotional safety.  May the world be a less desperate place in this new age that we are going into.

Let the 2020' be that clear 2020. I hope for an uplifting decade not just for me but for everyone.

Ameen

Think of a set of trees that look odd
And then
Put a river there
And a moon
And reflection
And you get  a guitar but also
A relaxing site.
Visualize
Breath
And open your
Eyes
You feel better

As i stargaze
Across the river
I see a forest
The shapd of a guitar with the moon
Rising
As it reflects on the water
I soon stop staring at the stars
And at the nature
Oddity of beauty

As my flight approaches the airport
I see that
There are
Tribal designs
In the shape of a guitar
On the ground
I was amazed

The nazakah lines
Include humans
Gods
And animals
This is the first
Modern guitar
Ever done
Hmmmmmm

A guy in Argentina
Painted a
Firest
The shape of
A guitar for his late wife
Out of love

I am getting a
DNA bracelet tattoo for
To show what was our
Love
The positive side of it.
Out of love

In the summer i hear
a street vender
Playing the brodhran drum
Those comforting
And relaxing thuds
He/she makes
For money

Between me and a forest
The lies a pound
Full of lily paddies
And reflecting the
Fore as a mirror
I can so see my self playing
My guitar
Here

As i walk in
The nice summer
Weather i come
Across a clearing
There i see
Four bottled drinks
As if some one was
Trying to reward me
For my walk
Not that i needed
A reward.

Welcome moodring to my fingers
Since your on the middle one
I hope that you can
Gauge my anger
While offending
Those who deserve
It

You left me in a red hot mess
How i still desire
You
How i still love
You
My darling doctor
My heart bleads for you
As i give it to
You

My mom
When i told her
About you my loving doctor
Called me
Stupid
And said that i am smarter than
That
Crying
Thinking that gifted people
Arent as gifted
As they want you to think
Love you

With out you
My love
With out your words
I am just a ghost
No time
No space
Breaking einstein's law
But i am undead
Now

My darling doctor
Molamin
This is my final
Love letter to you
I just want you to know that i love
You with all my DNA
Know that you do too
But our relationship is just
That two ghosts
Chasing eachother
My we meet in the next life
Without tempers  
Love elena

How i
Wish that my heart
Was as stromg as
A post 9/11 cockpit door
Impregnable
But you
Found a way in
With you your medical talk
Nowing that sends
Me into a craze

It was christmas
I didnt get to spent it with
You doctor
Now its going to be the new year
And my love i
Cannot spend it with you
Doctor
My doctor
I wish to kiss you
Under the stars
Instead of being a zombie

You were a tender loving
Physician
I was training to be a coroner
You saw my beauty
Both inside and own
But when i left
You were
Saying
My cemetary girl
My cemetery woman
My cemetery beauty
I want you in my world
Hearing those pleas
Saying that you
Love me
Just breaks my heart
Even more my love

I feel lost
With out you
My loving doctor
As you
Said i was special to you
And you to i
But that will never
Come to reality
For anger
Hurts
And you took
An oath no to harm
We now have
No beginning
No middle
No end
My love

One moment
We are kissing while
Talking abou medical ethics
And the next you are
Loving re-animating me
From the dead
My loving
Herbert West
Date
Mate
Re-animate.

As we used to talk
I could visualize
Our lips touching
Holding eachother
As we embrace
My love
But it
Shall be onky be
A dream
A ghost of
What could have been

As i see the picture
Of your smile
Knowing i will never
Get to kiss it
My love
I keep you around on my wrist ink
But we are all under the moon
My love
As i write this i cry
For our love
That will only
Be in ink