there are too many times when i feel alone.
i could be in a room surrounded by people
and not know a single one or rather
pretend i don’t know a single one
i worry about being a bother
am i annoying you yet sorry i’ll
stop
i’m lonely i’m alone i’m so sorry i’m alone i’mlonelyi’malonei’msosorryi’m–
okay. hi. who are you?
you are lonely too?
goodbye. see you soon.

Hi,
I'm Nicole
I'm still young
Only
16 going on 60

I've seen so much
I can never go back
I got more regrets piled up
Than stars in the sky

I've been told
My eyes look older than my body

And
My soul seems older than my age

That's because
I'm just
16 going on 60

Thou were born at age twenty-one
Thou died at an untimely death of twenty two....

Young soldier?
Was it worth it???

Fiddlesticks,
I want her lips!!!

I am used to
Silence

Don't ever interrupt
Let adults speak first
Never speak of feelings

Really,
Simple silence is easier

It's what I'm used to

Muffle your screams
Keep your tears quiet
Hide your pain

You see,
Tortured silence is best

It's what I'm used to

So my question is
What made me
Break that silence?
To come here,
To pour my heart out
To strangers?

It's true,
Silence is what I'm used to
But now that I'm speaking,
It's so much better

I want to give to those without something that money can not buy.
I desperately want to reach out to those whom do not know God.
I want to desperately bless them with a Love that shall touch them.
Because they do matter and I do love them with Christ love as well.
For I want them to become healed, transform as well as loved.
Because they are needed, loved and someday they shall be healed.
Because Christ created them to do a special purpose that he created just for them.
A purpose that no one can even come close to complete without them.
So yes they are needed ,and very special to our Creator as well.

Everyone on here's a lonesome poet
Just like me
Yet we all got eachother
So were not so lonely after all!!!

():

I never thought the words
I'm sorry
could hurt so much until I said
*I love you

You see,
I am an artist

I draw with silver
But it comes out red