Is it wrong for me to hate you?
Its so hard not to love you.
Everytime I try to move on with my life..
You just have to go and make things all right.
Just know I don't need you.
Do note how bad I want you.
Because when I'm gone.
Thats the end of our song.

Is it wrong for me to say this?
Why is it so hard to move on?
If I  said none of this.
Would you still play along?
As if we're still in love.
Like we never even stopped.
Maybe I should've stop.
Forget what I said, its dropped.

There is something that we love about us.
Its a shame that we both mask it with lust.
Guess we were never meant to be.
That future will stay a mystery.

I remember how we were.
Just years ago.
The world was our own.
And i held you so high.
Stars in your eyes.
How I fantasized.
Until you ****** it up for us.
So now, I'm gone.
Can't take this pain no more.
So tonight I'll give my loving.
But tomorrow I leave with yours.

Is it wrong for me to say this?
Why is it so hard to move on?
If I had not said any of this.
Would you still play along?
As if we're still in love.
Like we never even stopped.
Maybe I should stop.
Forget what I said, its dropped.

There is something that we love about us.
Its a shame that we both mask it with lust.
Guess we were never meant to be.
That future will stay a mystery.

I'll let you tell me things that hurt me, but I have to.
Its cuz part of me's in love with you.
In these days, I find it harder for me to want to know who you are.
Though its been months since I've known you, do you really know me?
Oh how I wish our friendship was a dream.
Since its not, I have to wake up, every morning, with these tears polluting my eyes.

Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.

That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.

I can feel it in my bones now.
Trying to fight the urge to reveal it all.
They all can see it on my face now.
Somehow you're still oblivious.
I don't want to stop talking.
But I do want to stop hurting.
I just don't know what to do.
Even though you ******* hurt me.
That wont stop me from wanting,
The pity hours I get from you.

Cuz unlike you I have so much to hide.
Your secrets are nothing compared to mine.
I tried to mask all the pain away with a tall bottle of wine.
I understand, why you can't love me back.
That doesn't stop all this pain from growing.
So just know when you want to talk again, I won't hesitate to let you know.

That my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.

I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
I know you too much.
Do you really know me?
I want to hate you, but I love you.
Can you hate me? So I won't love you.
When will it all stop.
I dont want to fall for you anymore.

But my ears are yours.
I'm trapped behind this door.
I want to open up to you, but the pain from the knowing is too much to bare.

I bet you thought that you finally had me out now.
I don't mean to be a mystery.
Cuz even half the time I question myself and even who I've become.
I hope you're not trying to find some love in me.
Cuz all you'll see is a heart emptied.
Though I said its a waste of time.
You still try to find a new way to prove me wrong.

Because you think I have something to hide.
You really think Im holding myself back.
And yet you tried to project yourself on me.
I projected myself right back.
Yet somehow you haven't given me up.
Hate to admit, I like that fire in you.
But it's too late. I have already made up my mind.
And theres no going back now.

Now its set in stone.
And your on your own.
You tried to move yourself in my heart only to realize it is not your home.

Why you look so **** defeated now?
Had a plan and I guess it didn't work out?
Ain't no reason to feel defeated now.
You won't give up without a doubt.
And so you may be curious.
How exactly do i know this?
Well sorry but I've seen your kind before.
The ones always pursuing.
For the ones immune to wooing.
Sorry but I've read this book before.

And yet you think I have something to hide.
You really think Im holding myself back.
And yet you tried to project yourself on me.
I projected myself right back.
Yet somehow you haven't given me up.
Hate to admit, I like that fire in you.
But it's too late. I have already made up my mind.
And theres no going back now.

Now its set in stone.
And your on your own.
You tried to move yourself in my heart only to realize it is not your home.
Now its set in stone.
And we've crossed the line.
It hurts to see how hard you tried only to realize that you lost at the line.

Yet this hurts me, more than it hurts you.
But I'd be lying, if I said I love you.
I hate to see you lose, i hate to watch you lose
Yet this hurts me, more than it hurts you.
But I'd be lying, if I said I love you.
You keep trying so hard, to win my emptied heart.

Now its set in stone.
And your on your own.
You tried to move yourself in my heart only to realize it is not your home.
Now its set in stone.
And we've crossed the line.
It hurts to see how hard you tried only to realize that you lost at the line.

Thought I told you we were done and I don't need you.
But here you are in my bedroom.
I tried to push you out but yet you always seem to find a new way in.
You won't give up cuz you know you have control over me.
I have no shame though honestly.
I'll let you take control of anything, I say and anything that I happen to do.

Cuz in the end you seem to disappear.
Is it the fear of loving me?
Do you like to fall in lust when there's no love to be found?
Im curious to see where things are going.
I really wish that you could stick around.
Cuz i know, that when you are ready again. you wont hesitate to let me know.

When the day is done, and you're on your own.
You want to see me again and your heart screams yes, but your body says no.


You just can't resist the urge now.
You had a taste and now your craving for it all the time.
And I can see it on your face now.
Trying to avert your gaze away.
You say that you can't love me, you say you'll never want me.
But your eyes play my favorite kind of song.
All you really want is loving, all you say you want is nothing.
So please don't treat your fantasies so wrong.

Cuz in the end you seem to disappear.
Is it the fear of loving me?
Do you like to just fall in lust when there's no love to be found?
Im curious to see where things are going.
I really wish that you could stick around.
Cuz i know when you're ready again.
you wont hesitate to let me know.

When the day is done, and you're on your own.
You want to see me again, and your heart says yes, but your body says no.
When the day is done, and your in the night.
You cry yourself to sleep allowing your precious soul to take its first flight.

You said you hate me, but you want me.
Now you love me, but you hate me.
Its okay I understand.
What you are going through.
You said you hate me, but you want me.
Now you love me, but you hate me.
You have been hurt so much.
I have never hurt you.

When the day is done, and you're on your own.
You want to see me again, and your heart says yes, but your body says no.
When the day is done, and your in the night.
You cry yourself to sleep allowing your precious soul to take its first flight.

What makes you think I like to fight?
Oh yes I love to waste my life.
You can't leave well enough alone.
The two of us create war zones.

My line, your line, the line.
We have crossed it. We have lost it.
Your line, my line, the line.
We just passed it. No point in backing.
If hell on earth were near.
It'd run away in fear.
The line, the line, the line.
We just crossed it. We have passed it.

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I never really felt so...unusual with you before.
Even though I say I hate you...i could use your arguments some more and more its that rage I adore.
In your eyes.
I see the fire slowly burning.
And those souls slowly roasting.
Now my heart is quickly beating.
Is this terror?
Or anticipation?
This feeling I'll never lose.
It's something about you.
You hate what we've become.
Sorry whats done is done.

I remember this moment as if it were just years ago.
Felt this feeling before, guess my lifes been put on hold.
I sensed the fear in my heart.
Been too scared to rip apart.
The negativity attached to me. (Its all I know)
Its been exactly three 3 years since I've walked this path.
And now I realize there's no turning back...no turning back.
Just know that I realize
I know whats on the line.
I just gotta remember to remind myself

You just want to be dependable.
No you don't want to be dispensable.
You're much older now.
You're much wiser now.

There are certain things that I've come to understand.
The expectations I had for myself didn't go as planned.
I tried to mask all the pain.
Of my failure of a life.
Just to see that that ain't right.
But in moments like this, i ask myself.
Is this really the road you wanna go? Hell no.
But just know, that I realize now.
I know whats on the line.
I just gotta remember to remind myself.

You just want to be dependable.
No you don't want to be dispensable.
You're much older now.
You're much wiser now.
You don't want to be emotional.
No you don't want to be disposable.
You're so much older now.
You're so much wiser now.

I knew, i should have known from the start.
Made a fool out of me, but I gave you my heart.
Im glad you just tore our love apart.
Im glad I'm free from being trapped in the dark.

Oh so you played me?
How ignorant, baby.
You said you loved me.
You said I would be the only one you needed.
But you ****** with my head it was you that i needed.

You led me on so cold.

I know that you played me.
How ignorant, baby.
You said you loved me.
Now im begging you please.
Broke our love and wasted it.
How did it feel when you sat there and tasted it?

I knew, i should have known from the start.
Made a fool out of me, but I gave you my heart.
Im glad you just tore our love apart.
Im glad I'm free from being trapped so long in the dark.