If what we had was real, why does it feel so wrong?

You never noticed me, until I decided to play along.

But then you got too rough, I had to push you away.

But my heart you had took, now I'm doomed to stay.

Everyone around me wanted you, but you chose me.

Now I'm asking myself what did you see...in me?

Looking back, I wasn't interesting, not in the least.

But I guess I had to intrigue your interests at least.

But you pulled me into depression.

With your streaks of aggression.

But I didn't learn my lesson.

Now im covered in suppression.

Anything I say, and anything I do.

Could be the end of me...

but not the end of you.

If what we had was real, why does it feel so wrong?

You never noticed me, until I decided to play along.

But then you got too rough, I had to push you away.

But my heart you had took, now I'm doomed to stay.

No love in the air.
Just confusion all around.
This is so unfair
I wish you'd turn around.
Please notice me.
Just take one minute.
Please notice me.
Don't want to feel so foolish.

I don't understand it.

When i noticed you.
I started to think love was true.
You never noticed me.
Unless it was convenient to you.
Tried my best not too cuss.
Tried not to ******* fuss.
Made a ******* fool of me.
Anger is the only love to me

I don't understand it.
Why'd you have smile at me.
Make me feel so pretty.
Don't understand it.
Why'd you go and lead me on.
Should've known you weren't bout it.


And you won't ever know how much you meant to me.
And you will never know how much it hurt, To see you.
Fall in love with the only right one for you
I'll try to move on, cuz i just gotta breath.
Im so consumed with jealousy.
So much jealousy.

I see you crying there again.
To yourself in the corner.
With no friends here for you.
I tried to walk up and introduce my name.
But you brushed me away,
trying to hide.
All your mysteries.
Why the secrecy?
I must know exactly whats going on.

I never thought I would have caught your attention!
The way your eyes had met mine.
I want you to know Im here.
I want you to know I'll be there.
Even if you try to hide.
All your mysteries.
Why the secrecy?
I must know exactly what's going on.
Who hurt You?
Why does friendliness frighten you?
who hurt you?
Why open up then close me out.
Who hurt You?
Im not trying to complicate anything.
Who hurt You?
Please just let me give you some tenderness.

I knew it was pointless for me to fall back in love with you.
When i fell into your arms in that moment i knew we were through.
However i was satisfied. Even living in this lie.
Never even knew how much it'd hurt.
Tell me exactly how I am to understand.
You're in love with me yet your ******* some other man.
I hope, he makes you so happy.
Feel like royalty.
But just remember when you close your eyes.

You will only ever think of me.
And i will only ever not think of you.
Look what you've done to me.
Look what i've done to you.

There are certain things that I've come to realize.
That your love was headed down a path of pretty lies.
I tried to live with the pain.
Of the shame i brought to me.
Only to see you moved on..well not really.
In moments like this i try to calm myself.
From the ******* you spread on to me. Honey please.
But i hope, that you see now.
The mistake you've made.
But just remember when you close your eyes.

You will only ever think of me.
And i will only ever not think of you.
Look what you've done to me.
Look what i've done to you.

This won't ever work out.
Because I've lost all hope.
In this world im living in.
My lifes gone down a *****.
You say you can relate to.
I find it hard to believe.
I want to get close to you.
But I just can't breathe.

Is it strange, that my hearts been rearranged.
Is it wrong, that I've cried for so long.
You said you'd be there for me.
Please don't lie.
You said you be there for me.
Telling me not to cry.

If i seem too complicated..
Feel unappreciated...
Its cuz I've been hurt.
If I seem so depressed.
Seem way too stressed.
Its cuz I've been hurt.
Yes I've been hurt.

What seems like a thousand times of me trying to gain control.
Of a life that goes round and round, my heart is growing so cold.
But there you are, trying your hardest to break in.
My paranoia won't ever let you win.

Is it strange, that my hearts been rearranged.
Is it wrong, that I've cried for so long.
You said you'd be there for me.
Please don't lie.
You said you be there for me.
Telling me not to cry.

If i seem too complicated..
Feel unappreciated...
Its cuz I've been hurt.
If I seem so depressed.
Seem way too stressed.
Its cuz I've been hurt.
Yes I've been hurt.