I feel it raining,
On a cloudless sunny day,
Flooding only me.

Dear Love,
I keep thinking
you have taught me
everything thing there is
to know about the word pain,
then I make the mistake of loving again.
                                                
                                                              Sincerely,
                                                                            Self

I want to spread your legs
across my sheets
like waves across a beach
and get you wet enough
for me to dive on in
until the depths of you
I reach.

he keeps asking
why
I don't write
about him

my dear,
my sweet darling,
it is because
you
do not cause heartache
and pain
like the others did

I do not know
how
to write
when I am in love

Break my bones;
cut my throat.
Pull me open,
learn the ropes.

Breath me in;
taste the fear.
Shank my skin;
stand and cheer.

Kick my head;
let me bleed.
Unbolt my veins;
enjoy the read.

Gouge my eyes;
punch my face.
Wrap me up
in your embrace.

Spiraling
                down
                          a pit
                                  of anxiety.

                     When suddenly


                          A

                          f

    ­                      r

                          e

           ­               e

                          f

                  ­        a

                          l

                         ­ l

                    headfirst
                    short
                    sharp
            ­        burst.

                          And then

P     r     o     c     r   a    s    tination
spilled         un   e   ve       nly

           on a tiled bathroom floor.

i have little kitten he can be a pest
always on the go doesnt seem to rest
always in to mischief he his never dull
he just loves to play with a ball of wool

drags it round the room gets it everywhere
he his having fun he really dosent care
likes to chase the flies on the window sill
but he finds it hard the flies they wont stand still

then when he gets tired he takes a little doze
shuts his little eyes then of to sleep he goes
dreaming of tomorrow so he can play once more
having lots of fun like the day before

Maybe,
        
           I could be an athlete
           I'd win the marathon with
           Running away
                     - from all of my problems.