I try to be positive
Think of the good
Say no to the dark
Yet the spark
That i try to relive
turns to dust
Sadness without trust
Stressed thoughts overwhelm
All i see is bad things to come
I can't stop taking lithium
I don't want to be alone
But this partner is too toxic
Happy thoughts inside a dark pit
The shadows won't go away
I am tortured in my dreams
Light died within the seams
It all fell out
I wish i was empty
All that's left of me
Is a shattered soul
Waiting to go home
I cant seem to make my bad thoughts go away. Even when i think kf something good that happneed ot somehow turns bad in my mind. I give up