I feel like I'm dying.
Even though I know I'm not.
I'm breathing, I think.
I have to be,
but I've struggling to feel anything.
Everyone says it's impossible
to die and keep walking the earth
but I feel like the person I am died long ago
and now I'm just sitting in a suit of skin.

I think we're both sick in the head
Bc we cross the line too much
Then we're back to behind the line
I think we lust after that rush

Is it safe to say we're addicted?
To the pheromones our bodies release?
I swear I can't ever get enough of you
When I'm you I feel like I'm at peace

The thought of leaving you kills me
Where else would I possibly turn?
I've been without you before
And that wound is still a bit burned

You're what made me sick
And you're the only one to cure me
Let's be each other's antidote
And recover together in harmony

Sometimes I do think we need space
To breath and let go of passive pain
But I don't want you with anyone else
And I secretly hope you wish me the same

To let go is to be brave
In hopes that one day I'll be ok
I don't know where life will take me
But I'm so blessed that you came my way

Poetry,
Started out as a hobby,
Encouraged by family,
Write on topics variety,
Started with topics like,
Sleep,dream,summer,music,my bike,
I realised what gives my poems emotions,
I write about my life,
About love,
About death,
About happiness,
And sadnesses,
Later did I realise,
Poetry,
Went from a hobby,
To a therapy.

YOU MUST ELIMINATE THE FOLLOWING BEHAVIORS:
cutting,
boozing,
denial,
self-blame,
excessive spending....

I am taking away all of your maladaptive coping skills...
if you need them, they will be in either my purse or the refrigerator
neither of which you are allowed to prowl without my permission,
which of course you do not have.....
And what will we be replacing them with?
Oh -I'm glad you asked, Crazybrain!

We are replacing them with the following:
Radical acceptance
Wisemind
Half smile
Oh, you could exercise too,
if you want: fat-***!
Just deal with it!

I personally think it's stupid to take away a person's crutches in life and expect them to deal effectively for more than a couple of days without a mental meltdown!
Because then you get to live in hell until you can learn to short-circuit the brain's automatic responses that you developed  because of a lifetime of f@#kedupness.

DUMB!*   I'm just sayin'   *D~U~M~B!