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Callow birds
shimmering highlights
of lilacs
on it’s busted mantle.
The lamppost tungsten
is a wax doll candle.
Paraffin paragraphs
jotted down on
clouds in paradise.
Throwing a tea party
at the neighbours lewd front lawn.
Resting place of
my weary head.
Wearing
our mountain tops//your shoulder,
my heart’s
hearth and
watershed.
 Dec 2015 Dead lover
Summer
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 Dec 2015 Dead lover
Summer
I hate sleeping.
i see you in my dreams
and i miss you even more.
you sleep to forget
I sleep to feel pain
the world is full of bright lights
and dark skies
i can feel all of them around me
when i hear your voice in my sleep
you press yourself up against my wall,
it devours you.
you slip into my bedroom.
i can feel your eyes on me,
as you slip in between the sheets,
and wrap bandages around me.
You try to heal the wounds you caused me,
but when you say you love me,
i want to scream.
my wounds will heal but I will not.
by the time  this is said,
i will fall asleep again.
i feel death when you lean in close
i feel love when you stay away
i see bright lights and dark skies around you
but blood stained showers and hospital lights around me.
baby,
this is not your fault but mine.
but please,
don't come around next time.
I'll sleep alone
Alone
Alone
again
for the love of God
stay out of my head.
1.
The old lady sits on the garden bench, a fixture,
from the days so far, colonial times to be precise,
thickly painted green, coat after coat,that covers up age,
after the incessant lashing of copious monsoon rains,this evening
the bench has a secret gleam, as if  it's age has been washed away for ever.
2.
Her hair, resplendent silver;the children playing on the sand bed
in the open space in front of  her bench, stand wondering:
far removed from realities familiar,she seemed,"Is she real?"
The old lady plays with a child that ran to her and embraced,
curious to touch her hair, happily it springs on to her lap,
her starched Sari gets crumpled,to it'smother
the old lady softly says"Don't bother children need space,
freedom and  care, love his smile, don't want to see it wither"
3.
She looks at the flowerbed and smiles to herself,
as if she remembered her own dreams a day too far.
The old garden bench, senses a magic,with a start it wakes up
from it's slumber and begins to prattle,"Yes, it's really her,
remember the passion filled kisses she exchanged  with her sweetheart,
when darkness came stealthily,like a crafty lover out to rob hearts,
right here on my lap, at a time love was a scent wafting low in the air
Where has he gone? I now wonder,a lot of monsoon clouds
burst up on me limitless quantities of water,after that"
4.
A wind so strong, like the hands of time ruffled
the leaves of the giant banyan tree,that stood sentinel,
leaves  started a cheerful dance, reminiscent of the play of life*
Perhaps the night the death waiting on the wings is little disappointed.
Play (LEELA)In Indian thought,Leela(play) is the way of describing all reality including the Cosmos as the outcome of the creative play by the divine absolute(Brahman)
 Dec 2015 Dead lover
Ambika Jois
You're the reason
... I'm smiling today
You're the cause
... for my well-being
You're the purpose
... I wake up to everyday
You're the meaning
... to every song I sing

You're where
... my home is
You're
... my ultimate goal
You're all
... the essence of bliss
You're
... the food for my soul

You're my
voice within
You're the essential
... I cleanse with
You're the inspiration
... for every beginning
You're black and white -
- and all the truth

You're in my mind
You're in my veins
You're in my spirit
You're in my pain

You're in my soul
You're in my pleasure
You're my
everything
You're my heart's
treasure.
For my beloved. Who makes me feel like I was created and put on this planet just to experience life. With him.
 Dec 2015 Dead lover
Sonny
Somebody help me with a crisis

I'm lost without notices

Figuring out ways to help another

In a struggle

That's not sad

That's not relative to anything

Just more about human being.
 Dec 2015 Dead lover
Roberta Day
Nothing really to whine about this time
Throwing out your past does wonders for the mind
Almost done dwelling on what doesn’t need to be
Organized stacks of fantasies...clutter free
Premonitions poured from the heart of me
I couldn’t comprehend love til now
Been meaning to burn old written words
and release their content away
The day has come that all of me will allow
the desecration of the unrequited days
dragged too far along in life
because the idea still remained
Stopped loitering on too many side-thoughts
Got caught up with the right train
Been warmer in the cold this time around
These days, I don’t mind rain
 Dec 2015 Dead lover
BB Nothing
i never wanted to hurt you
in a lot of ways i did
a string of connections
and not even that
that shouldn't have been
i don't want to cry over you
because it wasn't you
and i wasn't me
at least who i wanted to be
despite my past thoughts

i'm sorry for many things
but an apology doesn't change what happened
words typed or written
worth may be desired
but reality is the true expression

so i depart from you,
a few words left behind
others in my head,
to live that good life
become the person i want to be
learn from my mistakes
and salvage some appreciation
from what you saw in me
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