Carlyy

Dec 2017

She Writes

If I could wake up tomorrow
And be someone new
I’d hope to be someone
That didn’t care about you

A person who wakes up
And smiles at the sun
Not a recluse
That hides from fun

Someone who looks in the mirror
And values themself
Not insecure
Loathing herself

I wish to be someone
Free as a bird
Not someone who cares
What others have heard

But when I wake up
I will still be me
Hoping and wishing
One day I’ll be free

#new #dream #hope #wishing #loathe #sad #thinking

Dec 2017

Courtney

-starting over-

I want to move to
a big city
who's lights provide guidance,
who's places provide endless opportunities,
and who's people allow invisibility.

Carlyy Dec 2017

If it were 2am..

If it were 2am,
I wouldn’t be here.

If it were 2am,
I’d be on my 5th beer.

If it were two AM,
You wouldn’t know I cried myself to sleep.

If it were 2am,
I’d try counting sheep.

If it were 2am,
I’d crave love and affection.

If it were two AM,
I wouldn’t ask,
for fear of rejection.

It’s 11:31 PM.

#2am #thoughts #feelings #life #night #talks #self #love #insomnia

Nov 2017

Andrew Philip

2017

If you want to know
what is happening
to the world,
don't just watch
the news every night;
watch what happens
to yourself
after watching
the news
every night.

Carlyy Nov 2017

How do I know?

If you release your breaks,
Well..
How
do
I
know
you're
not
In reverse?

#trust #issues

Nov 2017

Love

Without (16w)

You look so happy without me,
While I'm falling apart with a hole in my heart.

#love #heartbreak #alone #lost #falling #apart #ache #heartless