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Bravo360 Oct 2017
I hate you for for your  b r o k e n  parts
For they fit so well for mine

I hate that laugh you made
As if the Amazon
Called out to humanity
To behold her beautiful sounds

I hate the way you looked at me
When you smiled
It felt as if I drown in a lake
And in between life and death
The surreal sight at the night sky
Calmed me so I didnt fight

I hate those beautiful gray eyes
They brought color to the gray world of mines
A world full with sadness and hopelessness

I hate your short red hair
For its as God gave you the eternal grace of his fire.

I don't hate you. I love you. In fact I hate myself because I can never be there for you. I can never be the one that be what you need me to be. I can never tell you how I really feel and I hate that about myself the most.
Still a work in progress gonna be deleted and updated as i go
  Sep 2017 Bravo360
Hailyn Suarez
It’s a bar like this:
Smashed in Bud lite cans, Hennessey bottles half emptied.
Cable TV, static at high volume,
Re-runs of Seinfeld and
Occasionally the game.

Men in sweats, men in tuxes, men in rags,
Men in company jackets.
Bonded and connected by their mutual friend Jack
And their ex-lover Brandy.

It’s a bar like this:
Bartenders sniffing coke, pouring
3 parts orange juice, 1 part *****, 2 parts water.
Posters hanging with ******* girls and
Kate Upton.

Smells of defeat and destruction emanate to the street,
The sign swings crooked, uncared for, untouched.
Broken in windows, lined with blackened wood panels
Creatively decorated with graffiti

Lightbulbs act like lightening bugs,
Never illuminating on command.
Plumbing rattles, toilets overflow,
One woman stands alone.

It’s a bar like this:
Two men swear and hiss,
Breaking a table in two.
Chairs part like the red sea,
Bets are placed.

Occasionally, some stray wanders in,
Testing out the waters,
Coughing up nicotine and tar,
holding his door frame crutch.

Scratchy hand towels and oily soup,
Sink bowls re-rusted.
McDonald’s bags liter the stained tiles,
Enjoying rat company.

It’s a bar like this:
Over enthusiastic boss hiring
Sixteen year olds,
Blondes only,
No criminal record.
Eviction notices used as placemats and
Electric bill coasters.
Been open since 1975 but
Even then
it was a bar like this.
written for CW350A; prompt was "in a bar like this..."
Bravo360 Sep 2017
Poison comes in many shapes and sizes.
From the deep red berries of nightshade
To the bright green of Scheele's green.
Its been used by us to **** and to heal.
But there's one poison that more painful than all.
Choosing to **** you slowly.
This is the poison of a broken heart.
It eats away at you of what you could have been.
Never truly leaving
Always lingering.
Bravo360 Sep 2017
Im in love with the idea of what we would have been
I'm living in the past.
A time loop that doesn't end or begin.
Stuck with these feelings
That just wont leave.
Should have keep the walls up
To keep you out
I should keep my armor on.
For your silver tongue pierced my skin.
Leaving a pink mist behind.
Of where my heart use to be.
Now I'm left picking up the pieces
As a faceless soldiers in Omaha Beach.
Bravo360 Sep 2017
It's the middle of summer,
Yet it's so cold.

As the sun rises,
My vision blures to blackness.

As She carves the heart out my chest.
It feels as if I was like the rest.

So heavy and dark,
Its as She holds a beating piece of obsidian.

Now shrivel and weak
And how it looks so bleak.

So my heart grew cold
And I gave Her what's left

Because I loved with all I had
But it wasn't enough.
Bravo360 Sep 2017
I feel it tingle
from my heart to my shoulder
Of the man I was once.
With my heart so full hope and love.
So big it could fit the world in it.

I feel it tingle
Now its going through my biceps
And I'm on my phone looking at old pictures.
And how it fills me with sadness
Of what I could have been.

Oh how much I hate this tingle
As it starts to burn thought my forearm.
As tears start to swell in my eyes when I see how well everyone moved on.
How my heart have shrunk that I feel it starting to collapse in on itself.
Like a star at its days.

Make it stop oh please make the tingle stop.
As it hits my palm and the back of my hand.
As I become a mess. I am less and less a man overcome with these emotions because I haven't moved on but how can I.

Finally it reaches my fingers and how the tingles gathers at the tip ready to explode outwards. With it the end.
Oh how I want this tingle to end. I'm ready to free myself from this curse but once again the tingle returns to it's nest in my heart to eat away at what's left.
Bravo360 Sep 2017
I hate lending things out.
Like my heart.
They never return it
#heartbroken #heart #sadness
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