I hate you for for your  b r o k e n  parts
For they fit so well for mine

I hate that laugh you made
As if the Amazon
Called out to humanity
To behold her beautiful sounds

I hate the way you looked at me
When you smiled
It felt as if I drown in a lake
And in between life and death
The surreal sight at the night sky
Calmed me so I didnt fight

I hate those beautiful gray eyes
They brought color to the gray world of mines
A world full with sadness and hopelessness

I hate your short red hair
For its as God gave you the eternal grace of his fire.

I don't hate you. I love you. In fact I hate myself because I can never be there for you. I can never be the one that be what you need me to be. I can never tell you how I really feel and I hate that about myself the most.