Bella

Bella Jan 2019

They

The piercing eyes stare at me
With love, care.
Filling the abyss with smiles
I can’t help but
Smile.

The eyes look away with glee
I feel the air
Toxic fumes rise for miles
I can’t help but
Frown

The piercing eyes look back at me
With concern
It’s as if they don’t see me
I wave my hand wildly
The eyes look past me
I have become
Nothing.

#love #confusion #sadness #alone

Bella Jan 2019

Blank

Empty

Stare, blink.

A formulation of words

Step-

Walk-

Run.

You shout

Piercing volume

Cutting your foes with

brash feeling

and blind intent

Pure force of empty mind

victory.

Something is missing

Running faster

Your breath is racing

Faster-

You can’t do this

A tear falls.

What is this?

In Your mind

Thoughts appear.

You can read this forward or backwards ;)

#blank #empty #mind #thought

Bella Dec 2018

Breath

you see it.
you hold your breath
step, crunch
it turns to dust
step, step, crunch
prickling goosebumps
step, crunch
you walk along
crunch crunch
it gets closer
step crunch
silence follows
as you continue
crunch
you can almost touch it
silence
you stare
a world of unknown
it stares back
breath.

#surreal #breath #life #love #confused

Bella Dec 2018

Mistakes

a page made of gold
secrets passed down
that are very old

written in ink
of finest ingredients
that could never sink

a clumsy kid
a bucket of paint
yes, she did.

a page made of gold
turned red
not so old

a group
gathered here
they pause
a cheer.

#mistakes #life #sad

Bella Dec 2018

Hopeless

I gave you a ray
Of hope, smiles, light
“Forever i will stay”
You will always be in sight

Then you crushed the ray.
And now I’m left
Frowning, sobbing, every day
You committed theft
Shattering all I gave you.

I see you still.
You smile
You disregard my own will.
I cry.
The earth turns.

IDK

#earth #love #shattered #empty #alone #heart #heartbreak

Bella Dec 2018

Listen

The air is calling out to you
The wind is screaming your name
The trees want a word.
Please, they’re begging you.
Listen.

Look I’m gonna be real it took me 3 seconds to write this I can’t sleep

#listen #think #infinite #nature #trees #wind #life

Bella Dec 2018

Without you

You:
Perfect
Smiles
Love
Joy
Perfect
Everything that is perfect in the world

Me:
Hate
Stupid
Dumb
Annoying
Toxic
A hassle
Everything that is wrong in the world

Me with you:
Happy
Trying
Loving
Better
Still toxic

You with me:
Sad
Depressed
Angry
Hateful
Mad
Still perfect

You without me:
Healed
Happy
Good
Smiling
More Perfect.

Me without you

#love #heartbreak #sad #lonely #weird #style #sunshine #depression