It seems like a thing of the past
A dream far gone
Eyes closed with nothing to come
Smell of vanilla floats
Eyes still closed
But the dream wont come
Restless turns
Eyes open
Vanilla gone
Now there's red
But no rest

They say it
Over and over
Its suffocating
Air think and hot
Like the blood
That boils
Under my skin
Again and again
I'll do anything
Even stop breathing
Just to make it end
I cry I wish
But nothing works
Useless
Runs around my head
Now and forever
They say
Useless