how ironic
That these clouds of indo
Clear my mind
from all these thoughts
That be eating away at my mental
sanity
But I guess it makes sense
Cause it's just blocking all my receptors
Preventing me from going insane

The lord is probably
Ashamed of me as son
Because I’m part of the ****
That walks his earth
Filling my lungs
with a toxic smoke
Drowning my liver
with a deadly elixir
Can’t go a day
With out a fix
I have 99 bars
And none of them
Are going to get spit
So I popped them all with Molly
And overdosed to the sirens

moving forward in this straight line
We are born
And then we die
Not much to it
Aside from our irrelivant life
That lies inbetween

I’m having trouble finding sanity
the world is corrupt
and filled with insanity
I feel like I should be locked up
In an asylum
Cause my mind keeps
Pouring thoughts like a leak
In the plumbing
My mind is throbbing
To many thoughts
Go through my brain  
Lost track of what is sane
Thinking is it normal
To feel so out of place
My mind is on a different level
By now I’ve killed several demons
Just yesterday I killed akuma

Golden brown hair
Big brown eyes
Smiles like an angel
Her lips
So soft
Big hips
Nice thighs
This girl has got me hypnotized
She’s oh so delicate
I wonder how she ain’t broken yet
Takes pride in what she do
Everything she’s touched flourished
a goddess of war
every other dude be fighting
trying to get at her
But no one succeeds
When it comes to her feelings
love is a myth
She ain’t ever loved before
Got me trying to be a myth buster
Get to her head find my way to her heart
I know she’s a ten but if she was a nine
I’d be the one to make her mine
Lust
The feeling that I’m feeling
Cause I want something I ain’t getting
Cupid shot me right in the ***
Paired me up with her a heartless angel
Fallen from the sky
Touched down on earth
Broke so many hearts
Call her the devil
My little rebel
Never met a soul so obscure
I was lost in this world
Thinking could she be my cure?

Visions of my past
replayed so vivid
  I used to purposely lack sleep
so I can immerse myself
Into the world so livid
Learned how to
Lucid dream
Making anything possible
all it took was a thought
like magic it appeared
but just cause it shined
didnt mean it was  gold
I couldn’t control my mind
It took its own route
I used to be so optimistic
Till I spent countless days in my own mind
Now every time I bounce back to reality
Im pessimistic
Nothing can compare
to the world Ive seen
in my own mind
That thought sprout a seed
now every dream I dream
this flower of doom continues to bloom
And everytime I sleep
These toxic dreams keep haunting me
all my struggles
fears and demons seemlessly intertwined
into my escape from reality
no more fantasies
welcome to planet nighmare
365 days a year

My world was black and white
before I met you
Till you brought along the color
Now you want to leave me
Not picking up my calls
Got my whole life feeling so strange
Used to take you like a dose
Just to calm my anxiety
now I'm out here chasing dragons  
Slowly losing my sanity
Can't say your name without using profanity
I guess I'm just salty like the sea
My rage crashing like waves on the beach
And I never thought I'd be calling you a *****
But you got me barking
Arguing about all the mistakes that we made
Through it all my memory got engraved with triggers that make me flash back
and fuel my rage
When things get heated