I've seen the universe through a telescope all the vast, grasping so little purpose. But next to you watching the rise and fall of your chest as you're sound asleep next to me I felt the meaning of universe trapped in the breathe of your lungs.
I have nothing to put on the table I know you don’t want a label Should I keep paying you attention While you stay feeding be this ******* I’m young and I’m clueless An old soul A hopeless romantic I admire your beauty I **** for your attention You twiddle me Between your finger tips Those long acrylic nails I love when they gently scratch my skin But I hate how I can never win Do your thing I’ll fall back to the shadows I’m better in the dark
Surroundings surreal My chest feels tight I find it hard to breathe And I really want to scream To let off some steam But that’s weird right? I should just bottle up this whatever In the end you fall or keep climbing My momma didn’t raise a quitter Even though most of my decisions always make me feel bitter I don’t know how to act I can’t even react But my course is steady I don’t fall off track Play it off enough to seem normal But I don’t even know who I am I’m lost, I feel like an actor Always trying to play my role I shouldn’t even care.
You went astray Now im sitting ashing bowls in my ashtray Wondering why the flying **** I had to let you go away I guess it was my Philophobia Fear of love cause love is pain and not even a raging rain storm could wash away the hurt My apologies if im being selfish But **** your feeling this is all about me Can't you see the hurt in my eyes as I listen to your lies and try to convince my self to believe Always hoped for our happily ever after But now I just wish I could forget you a little bit faster
Bubblegum sky’s Orange and red A black that consumes Cool darkness when the moon is lit Anywhere you go It’s always watching down on us Seeing everything we do Slowly changing as we do How I wonder What it was like in its youth Before all the cars and the fumes It must have had some pretty neat colors I wonder if it thinks we are pretty neat too Or if it hates us For slowly making it wither away Its seen us since caves and fires Now we have flashlights and mansions Centuries at work But who knows how longer it will hold The omniscient sky’s That we fill with fumes We are digging the graves Of generations to come
What is love when you’re the only one who’s in it Obsession seems a bit excessive But I bathe in misfortune Or so that’s how I perceive All these unexpected situations I get tangled up in life’s lessons She’s a black widow So she’ll probably bite my head off I don’t even mind