Because you left me when I needed you most
When I was bleeding inside and you weren't close

I thought I should forgive, forget and move on
But I'm not mentally capable yet to go on.

The Blood inside of me is still boiling wanting to come out
It's furious that it has been trapped inside

But I'm not strong enough to yet set it free
Even though I'm used to being abandoned still, blood should stick with me

It's not your typical blood, red, thin and a pivot of life

It is indeed a grave that has trapped my soul blocking my sunlight!!!

The scars on the wrist don't show weakness

They show the strength of a person to not give up when life imprisoned them in the deepest cave of despair!!

You were the Gasoline and I was the Fire

You tried to shut me down but I only burned brighter.

You left me broke but my heart was only in two pieces
One you took with you and the other I hid it!!
Not so you wouldn't take it but so others would not be able to break it
You were in it, I was not brave enough to suddenly burn it....
Not my heart, but the memory of you
The love you left behind and the pain that now I have to go through.

When our eyes collide, burning down our hearts...
... and the hurt drowns our bodies in a pile of darkness!!!

That's when you'll realize to love again and again and again,
because a little more hurt won't make the sun shine brighter or the darkness a little lighter.

That's when you cry in hopes of letting go

To burn the pain away and recover the soul!!!
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