Overwhelmed by feelings

I lack of meaning

by debt of mind

I'm left bleedin'

Saw only to be left blind

Found to be forsaken

Nothing will be akin

Too numb to be bitterish

'Twas brave to be foolish

I failed to fail

And in the end

I Left you to no avail

Do you even follow?

Why do i wallow

Too full to be hollow

Dead and high

Nothing else will make me cry

anything I ignore
everything I fear
myself I became
such a mess this place
that I can't get to
forget about you
never liked my intentions
were always good
friends I wanted to make
the right choice today
this dreadful story ends
my life is worthless anyways
I don't know
everything I ignore

You were standing at the top of that building
You were holding that knife against your wrist
You were sitting in a corner of your room
You were going to talk to her

What holds you back, pitiful brat?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I'm not prepared!"
What holds you back, where's your faith at?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I do not dare!"

You hopelessly started crying
You really wanted to talk to her
You pushed harder against your wrist
You walked further through the edge

What holds you back, pitiful brat?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I'm not prepared!"
What holds you back, where's your faith at?
"I'm scared, I'm scared! I do not dare!"

You didn't talk to her
But you writed your last note
But your wrist started to bleed
But you jumped off the edge



Ha... Weren't you scared? I thought you didn't dare

On the seventh day
I hear
Thunderous silence
Of everything wrong

God decided to rest
And so he created
A barren, quiet day
Made for me to ponder

With silent birds
And noisy trees
I wish he didn't rest
Because now I can't

Sunday breakfast
I wish coffee was enough.

The wind's pulling us apart
My words seem to let you down
I don't pretend to replace your art
But your voice's dragging me around
It would be so cool if you showed sometime
That you care and don't want me to drown
Are we stronger than this?
despite my flaws and the vices i'm into
you find the way to love me too
Still, my hearth aches when you push me back
But I get it, "take it slow"
I beg you darling, lets be clear with our thoughts
I can only act upon myself, you know?
So i'll give things time and hope it shows
We're stronger than this, let's take it slow.

Sometimes I wake up
And my head screams
Loudly
Everything that is so wrong

Sometimes I wake up
And I sit
In deafening silence
Wishing I didn't

Sometimes I wake up
And wonder
How can I fail
So often
Without anyone noticing

I'm not very pretty
I'm not very smart
I make the wrong choices
I follow my heart

I may be selfish
I may be blind
But i'll swallow my pride
And swear not to lie

I talk too loudly
And brag all the time
with a big smile
I'll set up a rhyme

To hide my true feelings
To cover my heart
But when you're around
My words fall apart



I'm not very pretty
I'm not very smart
But if you stay around
I'll give you my heart