I let go of my fear at last
And look at you with open eyes
My enemy, my crutch, my past
You are not welcome in my life

You came in times when i was wounded
In need of comfort and of love
But you have kept me weak and bounded
Without the confidance you stole.

Now that i see you without bariers
I see your true face and rejoyce
Because now i treat myself with kindness
Cause now i know i have a choice

In this amazing vast creation
That we call our universe
The only real revalation
Is that you always have a choice

The only way that your choice matters
Is if you take it with belief
Own your decisions and your actions
Let go of what you cant recive

Some days i stare into the darkness
Feelings are overwhelming me
My heart is yearning for the kindness
My mind will not let me receive.

I'm trying to make sense in madness
Trying to sort, compartmentalize, breath
It is not easy to endure the sadness
To overcome, despite the grief.

I don't know where this road is leading
I don't know where i might end up
I hope that after all this "feeling"
I will let go of "giving up".

There is so much beauty in the world
So many places i have not seen
So many stories waiting to be told
So many people i have not been.

Inside my heart there is a purpose
It beats so strong inside of me
So why do i feel so hopeless
If all i want is to be Free.

Inside the world that still defighn us
There is a castle in the sky
It is a place where there's no darkness
Where our dreams will never die.

Inside the walls of this foundation
There are all sorts of magic beasts
They are the fruit of our creation
They roam the world and rule the mysts.

I walk the grounds of our kingdom
Astonished by its vast green fields
I love to gaze to the horizon
And play with dragons in the clouds.

I wish it could have been our present
Our future dreams and flawless past
Inside this walls there is no desert
No wishes that are turned to dust.

But life is never as so simple
As childish doodles in the sand
I cant keep praying to this temple
Sometimes all good things come to end.

So now i roam this halfway blindly
It is so lonely in the dark
I sometimes feel you walk beside me
Your steps leave echo in my heart.

But now i need to leave this palace
And see its walls crumble to dust
I must move on, restore the balance
Reglue the fractures of my heart.

Dont worry Love, all our creations
Although are buried in the past
Were not a waist but a foundation
For a new castle built to last.

"In distant parallel dimension,
17 years ago we met,
And just like that, without intention
Our life became a single thread.

But then you left to roam the forest
And i got drafted in the rain.
We said goodbye, but we had promised
That someday we will meet again.

And so time passed, i split the army
And i had wondered where you’re at.
You traveled almost every country
On the vast Old World continent.

I came to meet you in a valley
Of vast, eternal, endless grass.
And from then on we wrote our story
Creating magic as we pass.

It feels a bit surrealistic
To know that somewhere in the world
This path has actually existed
And our story has been told.

But in our actual dimension,
Where our story won't be known.
We have to fight our intuition
So our lives will not be blown.

I think a lot about this concept,
Of spinning doors or simple fait.
If things do happen for a reason
What is the purpose of this pain?

This is a complicated feeling,
Conflicted between truth and hope.
I wish i understood the meaning,
Of life, the universe and Love."

“Some days are better than others,
Some souls constructed the same.
An infinitely complex puzzles,
A dark abyss that's calling out my name.

I wonder can you tell the difference,
Between the broken and the mad?
If you share part of your existence,
Will you feel purer in the end?

Is it the need, the lust that guides us?
This inexhaustible, eternal thirst.
It swallows all the light around us,
Creating tunnels where there should be shores.

Sometimes i fear its gooey substance,
Will drag me down into deep sleep.
It's easy to embrace the darkness,
Its harder to decline defeat”

"Show must go on!
We own this life,
We set the tone,
We roll the dice.

It's ours to own,
It's worth the fight,
We will move on,
And make it right.

Don't fear decisions,
They are you.
All the illusions ,
Are not true.

You make your own fate,
Set your course,
Walk your own path,
With no remorse.

In darkness,
Stars will guide your way.
They shine inside you,
Everyday.

Don't look behind,
Don't stop and stare,
Don't feel ashamed,
Just live, just dare!

Dance in the rain,
Breath in the air,
Feel pain,
And love, and loss, and fear.

Your life is yours,
It's yours to keep,
To set your goals,
And find your grip.

So live my friend!
Inside this world
There is no end,
No truth, no hold.

Just you, existing,
All at once.
A single thought,
A consciousness.

Creating worlds,
Creating lives,
Creating thoughts,
That never die."

“I lay in bed at night and wonder
Whatever story will be told
When we are lying six feet under
And our grandkids rule the world.

I wonder if we made a difference
I wonder what it all had meant
I wonder if inside this system
An individual can make a stand.

But after all of this conclusions,
After debates and sleepless nights
I do not have any illusions
About my love for you tonight.

As two souls lost in this tornado
I am forever bound to thee,
As time will pass and storm will settle
Our path will start to become clear.”