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Anthony Nguyen May 2015
These late nights, there are no end
The keyboard and I aren’t just friends
These poems I write
The ones that keep me awake
Are all in hope that I’ll have you one day
Written By Anthony Nguyen
Anthony Nguyen May 2015
Her eyes, her laugh, her smile
I really just want to walk her down that aisle



The jokes, the photos, the memories
All my attention on her… just mesmerised by her beauty



I really just want her, all of her
But that underlying fear of her not feeling the same is overwhelming



She thinks that she’s a mess
I want say that she’s my beautiful mess, but the fear takes control again



I am a broken mess, the kind that cannot be fixed
But just her presence makes me feel like a million bucks



I want her, all of her
I want to be her first kiss
I want to be her everything
I want her to tell me that everything is going to be okay
That one day we’ll be together and that the wait was worth it
I want every little bit of her

The hope grows within me

The fear still lingering

I’m at war with myself
I’ve been broken before and don’t want that again
But you’re just absolutely amazing
I can be myself without fear of judgement
You can make me laugh with just a glance

Your eyes, your smile, your laugh
I think I just fell in love all over again.
Anthony Nguyen May 2015
I want to die,

not for the attention
or
to cause pain for others.

But to save
valuable time and effort.

Wouldn't it be

so

much

easier

to die than to live?
Written By Anthony Nguyen
Anthony Nguyen May 2015
Free me from my prison,

please…

I can’t take it anymore,
the voices,
the torture,
the trauma..

It’s too much for someone as weak as I am

This place, the darkness consumes you.
You become the person you said you would never become

It changes you,

in more ways than one

So please… I ask of you

Free me from my prison,

I can’t
take it anymore.
Written By Anthony Nguyen
Anthony Nguyen May 2015
I love you…
From the bottom of my heart,
The depths of my soul,
To the moon and back

But why?
The person that I adore,
You
Why does it seem that,
You, Cause me the worst pain of all?
Written by Anthony Nguyen

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