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M Aiman A Mar 2018
I always pray that it will never come to this
But if the day ever comes
when the last petal falls
I will be hiding far away from myself

The morning it falls
Ill starve myself and lock the door
Carve my self from you and all of your senses
On the stomach you always touch up all the way to my throat

The evening sun
Will take me to the kitchen where i used to prepare my love
How do i do things i do without you?
Everything without you left quite an ugly bitter aftertaste

I am thinking baby maybe
Ill keep myself away
From all the bottled red and blue on the shelves
But now, now could i even tell what is real and what is not?

On that day
I will cry myself a stellar river
Drowning every inch of my sense
Will it clean myself from you?

In another live
I will put everything on the line
That time around
I'll make sure that
I don’t have to write this stupid poem
  Mar 2018 M Aiman A
eva
making up stories to tell people
I’m fine
running out of reasons to show everyone
I’m okay
smiling to convince the parents back home
I’m happy

when in reality, I’m

exhausted keeping up the life
I’m faking
crying because I feel like
I’m alone
running out of pen ink writing all the reasons why
I’m broken
first year of college...
  Mar 2018 M Aiman A
Her
the moment a poet
falls in love with you

is the moment
you live

f o r e v e r
M Aiman A Mar 2018
I lost my self
Caged in others' soul
Trapped in the fast melody of life

10 seconds each day is all that it takes
To remind yourself
Not everyone are supposed to be lost in the tide
The people whom you shared you when all you have is nothing

Obliviously drifts away 10 seconds
each and everyday
Till all is lost
M Aiman A Mar 2018
‪This overwhelming sadness‬
‪Has set itself‬
‪On my thick chest‬
‪And upon my hidden ribs‬

‪This sadness is no longer a past tense
‪But a lingering ribbons‬
‪That wrap itself around my neck‬
‪Making it a multiple instead of just a double‬


‪The worst is yet to come‬
‪But i always leave the door unlocked and the alarms unchecked ‬
‪I guess ill see you when I see you‬

— The End —