It’s hard fighting for a hopeless love
A love that burns scars into your heart
And leaves bruises on your soul
Sometimes the pain doesn’t have to be physical
To hurt the worst

I want to open your body
find your emotions
don't let me speak
I want to close your mouth shut
you move so slow
I want to replace your bones

all of my memories with you
don't hug me to sleep anymore

I'm so unhappy
I wonder
did you ever make me happy

was I in love
or lonely

Learn to make them!
Communication, authenticity
Both required for happiness
For connection
For intimacy
So risky,
To tell the truth
About me

Awake, aging and alone.
Tortured by only two of these things

3:37 and 37.3
perhaps only random
but meaningful to me

rainbow connection
but Kermit,
who can really see?

the lovers
the dreamers
what is destiny?

I'm broken
Now I'm woken
Everything was forspoken
And after you misspoke
I realized what you were
I realized your true intentions
She intervened and the whole relationship changed
I'm sorry I let her mess up my mind
I just wanted to help you

You saw the bad side of me while I brought out the best in you
I want to take you to a dimension where nothing comes in between us
We rarely spoke
But the time we spent together always made a huge impact on me
Cause each letter you say to me
Makes me either smile like an idiot
Break down like a crying infant
Mad like a monster
Blush as red as a tomato
Sad as the time moves on and destroys everything in its way
But most of all love as if it never existed between anyone
Only between us

You are in my blood
Each blood cell lives and dies for you
Each thought is only on you
I can't describe how im feeling
I  miss your messages
I miss your sarcasm
I miss your smile
I miss your hair
I miss your eyes
I miss your laughs
I miss your body
I miss your touch
I miss your snaps
I miss your stories
I miss your talks
I miss your loving messages
I miss your sad messages
I miss your mad messages
I miss your voice
I miss your smell
I miss your heartbeat
I miss your breath
I miss your love for dark chocolate
I miss your obsession for pizzas
I miss each nanometer of your skin
I miss everything about you
From the tiniest details to the most observable ones
I MISS EVERYTHING

Want to know how I feel when you left
Imagine a box
Lock yourself in it
And you have the key
But even though you can escape it
You stay inside
Guess why?
Cause the box represents you
Even though you left me
I live inside you
I have to move on
But moving on without you isn't what I planned
Moving on without you is the worst thing and I hope I never move on
I hope you come back
I'll fight the universe for you
Nothing will stand between us
Just your love is all I need
But I'm left here all alone

What does it mean to have you as my best friend?
Does it mean that you really are the best?
Cause I'm always impressed
From east to west
From north to south
No one can compare how amazing of a friend you are

Supported me
Cared for me
Loved me
Trusted me
Understood my insecurities
Never complained
Criticized when needed to
But defended me in times of difficulties
Wiped my tears away
Your heart is on display
Cause you make my day

I want to hug you
I want to hold your hand and look into those sparkly eyes and say I'm happy I have you in my life
I want to show you my world
I want to give you happiness like no other
A prayer for you is my love for you
Everyday by your side I'll be your guardian angel
We will meet one day
That day will be mystical and magical
I'll show you what life really means
No sadness grief or hurt or depression will take over you
Cause your itself the source of happiness
Your love and mine together will change the world
I can't give you the whole world my dear
But I'll surely give you mine


Your not a person
Rather your an angel
Like an Aingeal
Destroys everything in its way
But moved with compassion and love
An angel without wings
An angel who protects me
An angel who fights for me
An angel whose heart is warmer than the sun rays
You are worth all the amaze
An angel God sent to be by my side
From the inside
We are unified

Your truly my twin flame
You deserve to be in the hall of fame
You not only melt my heart
But mould it and remove all the impurities
You are more important to me than anyone else
More than life itself you are my life
Nothing pleases me more apart from you
Spending time with you makes me realize time waits for you
The whole world stops when you smile
Cause when I look at your eyes I see life and beauty
God blessed me with you and I hope to cherish it forever

I see beauty in you
I see life in you
I see happiness in you
I see God working in you
I see compassion in you
I see kindness in you
I see intellect and wisdom unlike no other
I see love in you like no other

Your smile needs to be treasured
Even a thousand pictures cannot capture it  
Your heart needs to be loved
Even if it doesn't you are the definition of love
Your mind needs to be kept calm
Cause your sarcastic and kind thoughts are one of a kind
Your body needs to be passionately loved
Your body needs to be touched like no other
Not an ordinary touch but a touch which can spark your inner self
A touch and love which destroys the beasts inside you
A touch which releases you of all pain
A touch which gives you love like no other
A touch which connects and takes you to another world
You deserve all the love in this world

Words cannot describe how much you mean to me
Even if it takes forever I'll always be by your side
Cause dear you complete me
You comfort me
Thanking you is not enough
Giving you the whole world is not enough
Only my love for you
You are the reason for me being alive
You are my angel
You are my twin flame
You are most of all my best friend