is the room really foggy
or is it just my eyes?

I'm sorry
I know you're busy.

I will learn to walk
on my own.

What I meant to say was
could you please
help me walk?...

If I go
would you even cry?

I never know
if the externalities
cause my internalities
or vice versa.

Hold me more,
it makes the frost bite
reverse.

If we had the chance,
would you want me
to love you?

I'm sorry
I know that you are busy

I'm sorry
I love you.

I'm sorry..

Found it easier to visit the dark. It'll have a place in my heart. My responsibility will own my misery. Will refuse anyone one to conquer my heart. Doing it slowly like a puzzle part by part. If you need me, I'll be in my thoughts in corner slamming a bottle of whiskey. I brought my demons with me. They're just visiting. All I carry is all I can handle. I'll float and toss that paddle. Then light one candle. Allow the waves keep me gripping with a palm. Eventually things go silent and calm. I get nervous and scared but it's exciting. I find failure because success is hiding. But I believe that's worth finding.

It hurts we were so close,
but got caught on the what ifs.
What hurts the most though,
is we were so ******* in each other arms
We forgot to break our fall

when (i) became the sun
i felt the trees and rivers (run)
(along) the deepest parts of me
i sang (the) oceans roar to sleep

the (clouds) arrived to give me space
at times, the moon would take (my) place
and i would gladly let her (shine)
knowing it (never) could dim mine

no reas(on) to feel jealousy
for everything is (one) with me
i no longer (fear)ed dark at set
for my own (light) i can’t forget

my warmth (fills me) even in snow
and (when) it falls, my glimmer glows
the contrast~it’s just what (i) need
it is the (plant)er of the seeds
~to (the) f l o w e r i n g
(love inside) of me~


(i run along the clouds
my shine never on one fear
light fills me when
i plant the love
inside)

—sun  stories

One day
you will forget me.
When your sun is
no longer in my orbit,
will there still be light
upon my world?