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 Nov 2015 Ava Valentine
Tsaa
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 Nov 2015 Ava Valentine
Tsaa
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I have trouble closing my eyes
Looking for a song that seems right
Because you're the reason why
I still play sad songs at night

Back when everything made sense
Before everything was in shreds
From a beginning to an end
Sad to think we're less than friends

With you there's so much to miss
What should've been a life of bliss
The things I regret don't fit on a list
These lines are here cause you exist

I pretend these mistakes don't matter
I pretend they're hidden in the gutter
I thought I could be happier
Turns out I'm a professional liar
one of the very few times when i write in a somewhat proper manner
 Nov 2015 Ava Valentine
Tsaa
night
 Nov 2015 Ava Valentine
Tsaa
how do you sleep at night
and run around my mind
at the same time

i stare at the sky
and i start tracing wishes
they form lines
and they all lead to you

my heart beats
in sync with the lullaby
and this sweet tone
is about you

and in that moment
i truly understood
the "good"
in goodnight
I put my thoughts in one piece. Eh?
 Nov 2015 Ava Valentine
Tsaa
2:31 AM
 Nov 2015 Ava Valentine
Tsaa
even the rain can do good things
just as much as the sun can cause destruction

even the pain can teach lessons
just as much as happiness breaks a person
crayola used to colour up my days that were grey
      but i guess now just isn't the same
apricot, scarlet,  & wisteria were on the way,
      now just a shade makes me feels sane
reckoned by its hue, a dandelion's petal
assumes that it must be you
lightly placing this box down at 0:22,
      truly, you are my midnight blue
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,

No matter how much you hurt me
I will still care for you
All that I done for you
So many I cannot count
I hope you'd care for me too
But my wishes, to you didn't amount
The energy I spent, I time I gave
You took, oh so eagerly
But it was your turn, you saved
And hid everything selfishly
Is it wrong to ask the same
Or if not a little more?
Do you think my love's a game?
Why is giving such a chore?

Perhaps I've been blinded to see
All your self-conceitedness
In truth, you never loved me
A thief of love and innocence
I had a dream about loving you
And in that dream you loved me too
I knew it was a dream and that's how I knew
'Cause you loving me would be a dream come true
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