Words that sting
As sharp as venom
I am paralyzed by the pain
The feeling of numbness
Stopping the blood
Coursing through my veins
Misery spreads
Throughout my system
Corrupting my mind with hate

*ns

I am a sea of emotions
An angry set of waves
A whirlpool of sadness
A storm untamed for days

Under this peaceful still current
A riot happ'ning inside
Creating a hurricane of feelings
I was meant to hide

I tried to take in the emotions
I tried to swallow in the fear
The pain that surrounds me
Been burning all these years

So i set my hurricane free
And it destroys everything we had
Nothing left but despair
It was cruel, gruesome, bad

*ns

I tried to write my story
On a blank piece of paper
And so i began with
Once upon a time
Like in fairytales
But then i remember
That i'm no princess
And you're not my knight
And there'll never be
A happy ending for me
So i left it just like that
An unfinished sentence
On a blank piece of paper
Just like all the poems i wrote for you
Worthless

*ns

I am a shadow
You will never know
Haunting behind you
Never letting go

I am a shadow
Never letting go
Whispering you words
You will never know

I am a shadow
A prisoner in the dark
You helped me escape
You fixed my crooked heart

I am a shadow
I will never let you know
Who you are to me
Why i will never let go

*ns

This isn't over my friend
My love for you never ends

Even if we separate ways
Our friendship forever stays

Just promise me you will always remember
Our friendship in your heart forever

*ns

I die everyday
A small part of me dies
It may be anything small
Small useless insignificant things
That keep me together
Every part of me slowly decaying
Crumbling into pieces
Falling apart

*ns

poetry is
ruining
my life.

A black hole eats me up
Swallowing me whole
Memories of me fading
Like i never existed at all

Every thin strip of me
Erased in this world
I am nothing now but a wanderer
With no heart and no soul

*ns

Color me in black and white
Hide me away from the night
Keep me in your arms, your arms like towers
Bury me in a bed of a million flowers.

Help me run away to someplace safe
To escape all these tears and fears away
Bury me in a bed of a million flowers
Take me to a place where we can call ours.

*ns