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1. People say you can tell a lot about a woman's style by what her nails look like. For my mother, acrylics with baby pink sparkly french-tips. For the blonde sitting at the nail dryer, coral. Something about the color looks strange with her new engagement ring. She talks about how the second time she hung out with her fiancé she asked him to paint her nails. Her mother, who she insists she'll pay for, gets french tips. They look new and fresh in contrast to her tarnished wedding ring. The little girl with skinned knees and bug bites sitting in the chair across from me asks for blue polish on her toe nails. Her mother tells her she should get pink. 2. The act of women getting their nails done reminds me of warriors being armed for a fight. long acrylics, pointed, rounded, squared, all fit for different types of battle. Pointed for the woman who has to walk home alone at night, rounded for the woman in the workplace who must work harder than her male co-workers, and square for the woman at home raising her kids to know that strength and kindness are the same thing. 3. The women who work here speak better English than most high school students. And their accents tell stories that I will never know. An older woman speaks loudly and slowly, she treats them as if they do not understand. She will not speak to anyone but the owner; she wants him to translate what she wants to the salon workers. What she doesn't realize is that she is the only person here who doesn't understand. 4. The little girl's doll is named Tessa. She tells me that she likes my hair and shoes, even though she has been told not to talk to strangers twice in the last hour she has been here. She asked her mother for change, we all assume it's for the gumball machine in the corner. She puts all of it in the charity jar. I hope this girl never changes. 5. Having bare nails in a nail salon feels the same as being naked in public. 6. I feel terrible for laughing at the women trying to walk in those little salon flip-flops. Some look like ducks, others look like trained Barbies; marching newly polished, ready for the world to chip away their coating over, and over, and over again.
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Feb 4, 2017
Feb 4, 2017 at 5:04 PM UTC
Thoughts and observations from waiting for my mother at the nail salon.
1. People say you can tell a lot about a woman's style by what her nails look like. For my mother, acrylics with baby pink sparkly french-tips. For the blonde sitting at the nail dryer, coral. Something about the color looks strange with her new engagement ring. She talks about how the second time she hung out with her fiancé she asked him to paint her nails. Her mother, who she insists she'll pay for, gets french tips. They look new and fresh in contrast to her tarnished wedding ring. The little girl with skinned knees and bug bites sitting in the chair across from me asks for blue polish on her toe nails. Her mother tells her she should get pink. 2. The act of women getting their nails done reminds me of warriors being armed for a fight. long acrylics, pointed, rounded, squared, all fit for different types of battle. Pointed for the woman who has to walk home alone at night, rounded for the woman in the workplace who must work harder than her male co-workers, and square for the woman at home raising her kids to know that strength and kindness are the same thing. 3. The women who work here speak better English than most high school students. And their accents tell stories that I will never know. An older woman speaks loudly and slowly, she treats them as if they do not understand. She will not speak to anyone but the owner; she wants him to translate what she wants to the salon workers. What she doesn't realize is that she is the only person here who doesn't understand. 4. The little girl's doll is named Tessa. She tells me that she likes my hair and shoes, even though she has been told not to talk to strangers twice in the last hour she has been here. She asked her mother for change, we all assume it's for the gumball machine in the corner. She puts all of it in the charity jar. I hope this girl never changes. 5. Having bare nails in a nail salon feels the same as being naked in public. 6. I feel terrible for laughing at the women trying to walk in those little salon flip-flops. Some look like ducks, others look like trained Barbies; marching newly polished, ready for the world to chip away their coating over, and over, and over again.
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my paris begins with those early days as a conscious flaneur i recall the couple seated opposite me on the metro when i was still innocent of its labyrinthine complexity slim pretty white girl clad head to toe in denim smiling wistfully while her muscular black beau stared through me with fathomless orbs and one of them spoke almost in a whisper qu'est-ce-que t'en pense and it dawned on me yes the young parisienne with the distant desirous eyes was no less male than me dismal movies in the forum des halles being screamed at in pigalle and then howled at again by some kind of madman or vagrant who told me to go to the bois de boulogne to meet what he saw as my destiny menaced by a sinister skinhead for trying on tessa's wide-brimmed hat getting ****** in les halles with sara who'd just seen dillon as rusty james and was walking in a daze sara again with jade at the caveau de la huchette jazz cellar cash squandered on a gold tootbrush two tone shoes from close by to the place d'italie portrait sketched at the place du tertre paperback books by symbolist poets but second hand volumes by trakl and deleve and a leather jacket from the marche aux puces porte de clignancourt losing gary's address scrawled on a page of musset's confession walking the length and breadth of the rue st denis, what an artist's paradise (as juliette once wrote me).
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Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 7:23 AM UTC
From the Labyrinthine Metro
Look at how amazing he is. He really takes my breath away. He is going to do great things, look at what he is already doing for the community. Why is he with me? You have nothing to offer him. Nothing important. He shines so brightly. He's a hero. How could you compete? You aren't even on the same level as him. He deserves someone better, someone as wonderful as he is. You are so needy. Look at yourself. Melting and blushing and searching for praise. This is why everyone else left. You love too easily and too much. You are worthless and ugly and slobbish and selfish. Oh look, now you're crying too. This happens every time Tessa, you always fall in this same hole. Did you ever completely climb out? Hang on a second. Stop it. You're overreacting. How did things come to this? He held you in his arms last night. Voluntarily. That has to mean something. Calm down. Stop it. You are stronger than this. He chose you, remember? Stop talking to yourself. Entertaining the voices in your head is how you mess things up. Every time life becomes kind to you, you search for the faults. Why should this be so impossible? Why aren't you allowed to be happy for once? You can do this. You deserve this. These are the thoughts he vowed to help you stop. It's time to trust a little, and let him. Open up. You're shutting love out again. You know if he were here, he would hug you sobbing And tell you to please, just put down the knife.
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Apr 7, 2013
Apr 7, 2013 at 8:36 PM UTC
Inner Monologue
*Ellie's sailing down the river Tessa's sitting by the lake Four of us going separate ways on a hot summer day Phil's driving up the mountains Looking for a classic thrill coupled with a few spills Four of us on our own adventures on a hot summer day*
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Aug 2, 2014
Aug 2, 2014 at 3:52 PM UTC
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You. Are. Beautiful. I wish you could see The strength of your own beauty Freckles, bright blue eyes, wispy strands of hair framing a beloved face A gentle smile, the kindest of smiles I love nothing more than a kind smile Laugh lines and battle scars They all add up to who you are And you are beautiful And you are made all the more beautiful because of what you are inside Your inner light is so bright So beautiful So glowing You positively sparkle A peak at your eyes can show you that much See it there? That little gleam? The glisten of your infinitely beautiful soul? I see it, you know We all do If only you could too If only you could feel the tender love I feel for you How much I wish I could make you love yourself as I love you How all I want is for you to be kind to yourself Because I know how hard it is to be your own worst enemy And you, my dear, are too kind to be anyone's enemy Let alone your own So I beg you to look a little closer at yourself And look at all the people who love you, at those who surround you They're drawn to your gentle, shining, sparkling beauty Like moths to a beautiful and kind light You are so precious to all of us You are a blessing and a gift You are beautiful You are beautiful not for just one particular thing, But for everything You are beautiful in all that you are And you are loved
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Apr 19, 2013
Apr 19, 2013 at 2:38 AM UTC
Tessa
Today, dreams left behind I fall awake, still dozed I oust myself out of dark-doldrums, pummeling eyes and promise the sun to visit new campion just birthing its buds up on the heath. Today I will reach heights above windy ridges of mist and fill both my hands with pocketed crumbs to feed ragged robins who before breeding sing as they flaunt red with bold confidence. Today, courting sweet Cornish morning I shall go breakfastless and match Tessa my dog in chasing her make-believe meals of dried seaweed, have some fun plying beached gulls with cuttlefish bone while taking leaps to the unknown on thrift-covered clifftops. Today I will sand-hop the cloud-shadows of shifting grey and voiceless give praise for this boisterous paradise in which life thrives, then carpe-ing diem I yawn, get started and am away.
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Feb 8, 2017
Feb 8, 2017 at 6:15 AM UTC
Carpé-ing Diem.
Was there ever a more beautiful sound than your name? To speak it aloud makes my heart ring like a bell. Strange to imagine that, isn’t it – a heart ringing – but when you touch me that is what it is like: as if my heart is ringing in my chest and the sound shivers down my veins and splinters my bones with joy. Why have I written these words in this book? Because of you. You taught me to love this book where I had scorned it. When I read it for the second time, with an open mind and heart, I felt the most complete despair and envy of Sydney Carton. Yes, Sydney, for even if he had no hope that the woman he loved would love him, at least he could tell her of his love. At least he could do something to prove his passion, even if that thing was to die. I would have chosen death for a chance to tell you the truth, Tessa, if I could have been assured that death would be my own. And that is why I envied Sydney, for he was free. And now at last I am free, and I can finally tell you, without fear of danger to you, all that I feel in my heart. You are not the last dream of my soul. You are the first dream, the only dream I ever was unable to stop myself from dreaming. You are the first dream of my soul, and from that dream I hope will come all other dreams, a lifetime’s worth. With hope at least, Will Herondale
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Feb 25, 2016
Feb 25, 2016 at 1:23 PM UTC
Tess, Tess, Tessa.
If I would have to write your name a thousand times, I would. My hands would tire and cramp--- but it would be a pleasant cramp. A pleasant tiresomeness. For your name is pleasant and it would be too much of a pleasure to write it a thousand times.
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Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 11:36 AM UTC
Tessa of W.H.
Until it affects someone we love, We don’t even know it’s there. It’s really not our problem, So why should we care. The statistics are quite shocking, One in four they say Will suffer from depression In their lives one day. There’s not much stigma anymore For this serious mental flaw. But no one knows where it will strike, It’s just the luck of the draw. No one would choose to live with it, And some don’t even try. I see my daughter suffering And all she can do is cry. Most people turn the other cheek, They’ve been doing it for years. But I must face the pain I see, In my daughter’s tears.   -Woody-
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Feb 5, 2013
Feb 5, 2013 at 7:44 PM UTC
**Tessa’s Tears**
What are you accomplishing Tessa? Nothing, everyone They say what are you going to do? I am going to write I say Are you any good? No I am the lousiest I will go nowhere You should try to do something that will help you progress in the world No I say I am content I say I am done pleasing you I am not proud of you they say I sigh Exhale another piece of gunk from my lung but I can finally breathe I say That is all that matters
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Sep 26, 2011
Sep 26, 2011 at 12:20 AM UTC
Just Life
Tessa III "I believe in human rights," Chet Faker, I am trying to find your softer side over Bose... Trying hard to forget the ghastly scare you gave me. Smoking cigarettes and deleting details I think you shouldn't get too deep into... Underneath, when swimming, the story is getting more sad. Explain to me about India, Kamasutra of many pages long, why your part was left out. Many years have passed, dry blee- ding the sun in shameful memories, I was on the other side. Time is becoming a long stretch on the couch, if you remember how you danced, exploring rhythm and ecstacy, when quietly...
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Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 9:44 AM UTC
Tipon Virgo 2019
Tessa put on the Mozart Requiem CD and relaxed on the old sofa in her student room. Molly was sitting there beside her having watched Tessa move from the sofa and put on the CD. How her hips swayed as she walked and how she knelt down slightly to open the CD player top and slip in the CD a sight of thighs caught her eyes. I love this Requiem Tessa said I want this at my funeral or rather the first aspect of it not the whole of course or people will have fallen asleep. Molly smiled hopefully you've a wait before that. Yes I hope so too Tessa said. Molly wished Tessa was sitting on her bed. She was last time she came and it was a buzz sitting there beside her knowing that in a different world they could have made out. Only Tessa wasn't into girls but that boring boyfriend of hers whom she said she loved but who was probably having it off with any girl willing to at his university if she knew him. I prefer Jazz Molly said but won't bother having any music or hymns played at my funeral as I won't be alive to hear it. But you will be there in spirit Tessa said. I don't believe that nonsense Molly said once you're dead you're dead. Tessa frowned how can you believe that? How can you believe nothing? That's how I am dead means dead Molly said. The Mozart played on as Tessa lectured on about her faith. Molly watched her lips speak and her small ******* move beneath the tight pink tee shirt and Molly thought Tessa a little teasing flirt.
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Jun 15, 2017
Jun 15, 2017 at 3:16 AM UTC
TESSA AND MOLLY 1997.
Tessa V Your talk is big when the axe has fallen. A cavalry blinded by butterflies and empty eyes, never have seen a real vision. My talk is small, low ineptitude, etude. I won't fly the skies, empty or surging with endosperm. Tacit knowledge isn't that hard for you, is it? Another name will descend in time, maybe close enough to your century when I am gone and won't be remembered through symphonies of your love. Human loving from some other base unknown. Hacking in and out what was destined for slaughter, which birthright? For less than a penny to buy a prince or king, or strangeness coming from heaven. Their talk is big, surprisingly. The hardest thing yet on earth, was never a small thing for mankind. Easy firing shots, with- out a warning sign language, I can feel your presence getting hot again. What I have faced before is you, up close and dan- gerous, and you know how I feel when unarmed. The end.   Tessa VI Trust or play simplicity, me or you. Eyes to uncover the deep, dark mirrors. On account of many charges, this is extreme. What is love to you? I see the barrel of a gun. The rabbit hole is what you hate most. And I keep on trying, e.g. like this over- bearing nerd. I am old, close to you. The pizza is turning cold. Evenings are labelled, and your anger does not need any more logs. In fact we have nothing in common, except when it is bedtime and night matures inside your mind. Lightness of fantasies, I can't stand it. Fork and knife feeling like a company on the plate. One that you build, manage, and without me. If you want the house, Citroen X, the e-motions, you will need something beyond your own skin. Mediation through invest- ments are stone and bricks to me. I rather be drunk all night. Sometimes I wonder are you or are you not a general? I had a simple dream yesterday, but now I am the jester. A smile...
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Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 2:13 PM UTC
Tipon, virgo 2019.
Tessa V Your talk is big when the axe has fallen. A cavalry blinded by butterflies and empty eyes, never have seen a real vision. My talk is small, low ineptitude, etude. I won't fly the skies, empty or surging with endosperm. Tacit knowledge isn't that hard for you, is it? Another name will descend in time, maybe close enough to your century when I am gone and won't be remembered through symphonies of your love. Human loving from some other base unknown. Hacking in and out what was destined for slaughter, which birthright? For less than a penny to buy a prince or king, or strangeness coming from heaven. Their talk is big, surprisingly. The hardest thing yet on earth, was never a small thing for mankind. Easy firing shots, with- out a warning sign language, I can feel your presence getting hot again. What I have faced before is you, up close and dan- gerous, and you know how I feel when unarmed. The end.   Tessa VI Trust or play simplicity, me or you. Eyes to uncover the deep, dark mirrors. On account of many charges, this is extreme. What is love to you? I see the barrel of a gun. The rabbit hole is what you hate most. And I keep on trying, e.g. like this over- bearing nerd. I am old, close to you. The pizza is turning cold. Evenings are labelled, and your anger does not need any more logs. In fact we have nothing in common, except when it is bedtime and night matures inside your mind. Lightness of fantasies, I can't stand it. Fork and knife feeling like a company on the plate. One that you build, manage, and without me. If you want the house, Citroen X, the e-motions, you will need something beyond your own skin. Mediation through invest- ments are stone and bricks to me. I rather be drunk all night. Sometimes I wonder are you or are you not a general? I had a simple dream yesterday, but now I am the jester. A smile...
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Asking too much from this emptiness, structure and language. Some love nest between the eyes lies love in complete quietness and iso- lation, a lonely planet in the distance. Not to want, or a complete loss of time, or both. From your hips come a tight embrace, gilded in mad desire from another side of what is life, transferred by frequencies. Give up defences, dropping of humanities, pyramid of eternal longing at midday sun, eyes or desolation. We travel on, held by the heels in poi- son Ivy below, and fly. There is a night deformed by beauty and a living memory, just keep quiet when you see it or feel it's meteorite burn. Make me come back asking too much from a lonely hell?
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Oct 30, 2019
Oct 30, 2019 at 7:13 PM UTC
Tipon, Tessa II
Natanya waves goodbye, Benny's gone to his home after their overnight stay in that cheap London hotel room. She walks now to her home. Her husband sitting there in his own green armchair by the fire thumbing through a seed book. He looks up when she comes in the room: how was it? He asks her the concert? She takes off her black coat, looks at him: it was good, she replies, she sits down lights up a cigarette, looks at him. How was your female friend? He inquires good hotel? It was good, she replies, and Tessa was ok, Natanya coolly lies. What was it you saw there? A ballet: Nutcracker, she tells him, thinking of Benny there in the bed next to her having ****** her 5 times in the night. Had dinner? Hubby says. Yes we did, she replies, her mouth crammed with her lies.
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Oct 22, 2016
Oct 22, 2016 at 4:55 AM UTC
NATANYA'S LIES 1975.
Tessa III Two people sitting unidentified in cinema seatings missing reality. If we touched classical screen will be on, two to 20 minutes long. A private facility at home, what is happening? A million faces said it before, *** can't change things when silent. It's not about the hurt or pain of memory humanity, a gut feeling that won't come out. Your bowl of fruit, act sur- prised. Turning up the dramatic sound, it won't be a smash hit. I am trying to forget about your special traits. I got talent, you see... If I go toward the exit first, our secret will self- destruct. "Houston, we have a serious problem. Re-entry zero burning." Tessa IV It's easy once you see it, yours and mine ideology. I want kindness from you, from me, when we sleep. Bla- ming is the gravestone when all method is dead. Our bed is floating and we can't say why. I am capable of change, another challenge to meet the talisman. Indifference to use in this sentence upholds the vision, was it virtue, loneliness? That is the supporting middle that we have. Friday morning glory, coming in boxes on the table. For- tune teller in your tealeaves, what is it saying? When will I be dead? The level of threat has moved to another level. Tessa V Weekend readings, a million heads per second. I do the writing, and so a few hundreds more. The gurkin inside your oyster, making intention go blue and green. The sun is what I call the architect. High shadows when looking be- hind now. A glorious morning, I can just smell the coffee. I am looking forward to a good saturday this weekend. Dis- tance between us is a good thing. This lovelife is homeless, without memory. Let's grow old more decently, talk when having breakfast, or just be quiet. You know when they say 'a good life', I don't see it in your eyebrows. Oh, please, don't smile... Sometimes I wonder why they left you, stunningly beautiful when you were young. What can I say, my charitable me is a DNA- thing or the Chuckle Brothers. One more thing, what is it with this metaphor, when you are young with the sun wrapped around your waist? I am just happy with my readings.
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Aug 23, 2019
Aug 23, 2019 at 6:06 AM UTC
Tipon, Virgo 2019.
Tessa III Two people sitting unidentified in cinema seatings missing reality. If we touched classical screen will be on, two to 20 minutes long. A private facility at home, what is happening? A million faces said it before, *** can't change things when silent. It's not about the hurt or pain of memory humanity, a gut feeling that won't come out. Your bowl of fruit, act sur- prised. Turning up the dramatic sound, it won't be a smash hit. I am trying to forget about your special traits. I got talent, you see... If I go toward the exit first, our secret will self- destruct. "Houston, we have a serious problem. Re-entry zero burning." Tessa IV It's easy once you see it, yours and mine ideology. I want kindness from you, from me, when we sleep. Bla- ming is the gravestone when all method is dead. Our bed is floating and we can't say why. I am capable of change, another challenge to meet the talisman. Indifference to use in this sentence upholds the vision, was it virtue, loneliness? That is the supporting middle that we have. Friday morning glory, coming in boxes on the table. For- tune teller in your tealeaves, what is it saying? When will I be dead? The level of threat has moved to another level. Tessa V Weekend readings, a million heads per second. I do the writing, and so a few hundreds more. The gurkin inside your oyster, making intention go blue and green. The sun is what I call the architect. High shadows when looking be- hind now. A glorious morning, I can just smell the coffee. I am looking forward to a good saturday this weekend. Dis- tance between us is a good thing. This lovelife is homeless, without memory. Let's grow old more decently, talk when having breakfast, or just be quiet. You know when they say 'a good life', I don't see it in your eyebrows. Oh, please, don't smile... Sometimes I wonder why they left you, stunningly beautiful when you were young. What can I say, my charitable me is a DNA- thing or the Chuckle Brothers. One more thing, what is it with this metaphor, when you are young with the sun wrapped around your waist? I am just happy with my readings.
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Tessa I It is not a laughing matter, watching life through bro- ken glass and memory loss in an instant. "You did give me that horse," death changes everything. Friday after- noon, like any other day, only more wonderous after my collapse. Why you kicked me in the head is making me wonder about a sitcom, cruel and vengeful. Was it love, Tessa? Or was it Coca- Cola, Miller Beer oats and flakes? Revenge or consumption? You want my honesty, you are hijacking Time. Give me something, inspire me, manage this life you want. I am giving you the secret key to a new start.
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Aug 16, 2019
Aug 16, 2019 at 11:38 AM UTC
Tipon, Virgo 2019.
It was dark outside, Loud rain drops tampered on my window, Smell of wet soil hit the air. I was sitting in my window and my mind swirled in the fictional world. I could see Harry on his broom, And Will, Tessa and Jem sitting together. Charlie was again writing his diary, And Jane was reading a book. Sherlock and Dr. Watson were chasing a culprit While avengers were saving the world. Lucy with her siblings was ruling the Narnia While Fred and George were pranking the other students. I could see Alice wandering in wonderland, And I could also see Naomi with the three musketeers arguing. I could hear Grover playing his pipes, And Percy and Annabeth were kissing. Then the rain stopped abruptly, Bringing me back to the real world, Leaving me in a state of melancholy.
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Apr 6, 2018
Apr 6, 2018 at 7:29 AM UTC
Rain
Tessa VI Sunday morning, I wonder if you are happy. Smart happy, or just happy. Ten days ago it was about my indiscretions, and how you engineered the wife- thing up close and dangerous... I have lost the bird in my hand, in exchange for the pyramids of Egypt. I also wonder, did you go to church today? Not becau- se of affection, but for confectionate reasons. Sprinkling here and there your Bible- religion for the morning. I am not looking back. We are in the new realities in Real Time, and tomorrow. About the bird, she was my phoenix with scanty white polished feathers. For subtlety we scored a very high heaven. The L- word now lies between the sun and earth. I understand, you need me and I need you, vision. Love at this stage of age can't be coincidental, plain and simple. I wonder if you are happy this morning, when looking at you through the wide window. It could be telepathic, if life is smart between us. I answer...
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Aug 25, 2019
Aug 25, 2019 at 5:05 AM UTC
Tipon, Virgo 2019.
Tessa Cycle III 1 A whisper, Frederic Raphael and glittering prizes. We are not patients in this hospital ward, a couple. The prize, I under- stand is my birthday present... Past salt on my face, like the dream you get in the night. Behind the palace, your first kiss stolen. Imagine what time would be like, the future? Whispers midday in the summer heatwave we will be hiding in the cool- ness of the river. Time in the clock is flying, your pickup sticks Mikado solitary game behind the wide hourglass, I am still wai- ting for the body- sun- eclips. In your secret location, a song about the garden, what's on the petri dish? Micro tessalation...
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Aug 27, 2019
Aug 27, 2019 at 8:54 AM UTC
Tipon, Virgo 2019.