"partygoers" poems
Tribal paint flickers
as illumination passes by
packed platforms of private souls
spilling into peripheral vision
Saturday nights
create fresh perspective
on unconscious thoughts
An unpulled can
of tired, bow-tied Spaniards
and white-clad partygoers
Tinney earphones
thrusting Brooklyn's finest
99 Problems aren't on my mind
but in my (un)willing ears
And I saw you on the street
42nd I'd say
I was filling my lungs
with the poison,
beautiful,
you showed me
You walked past me
just another stranger
you in 10 years time
They say everyone has a doppelganger in NYC
I haven't seen mine
but she's seen me
and Brooke saw her too,
rolled up Levis and a frown
you looked as beautiful as you always did
but clean of everything
you'd ever touched
or is yet to touch you
because nicky clouds
my thoughts lift me higher
I wanted to tell you that
I pray now
But I let you walk by
and disappear
leaving me with myself
coffee spilt from matches
got twisted and wouldn't light
I'm one handed,
crowded city but you're not here.
Apr 25, 2013
Apr 25, 2013 at 8:41 PM UTC
Here I arrive, dressed in all black
Appearing to this cordial event
Nothing to gain from this experience
Only a re-visitation
Greeted by the master of service:
A fellow who looked vaguely like me
Introducing me to the partygoers:
The very things I tried to escape from my entire life
Lust, adorned in a tight red dress and heels
Tempting me with the fire of our past flings
I manage to control my quake
Remembering the times we shouldn’t have had
Regret, casual and comical
Drunk and cracking jokes with everyone
Trying to reconcile for the grief he caused
I remembered the times we shouldn’t have had
Depression, huddled in a corner
Appearing to be a beaten, scarred child
Staring directly into my soul with pitch black eyes
Making me remember the times we shouldn’t have had
Heartbreak, a tall, long-legged mistress
Scoffing at the sight of me
Sending a slight chill up my spine
Remembering the times we shouldn’t have had
As I begin to leave, I’m confronted
All standing in front of me
Finding myself under fire
A bullet from each.
Dying in the times I could’ve had.
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 2:55 PM UTC
With heads ducked low and hoods pulled high
The Quiet walk through life
With their eyes shut
And their ears wide enough
To hear the softest of hearts
That beat in the chests of the Loud.
The Quiet is made of eerie spirits
Of happy and sad and empty human shells.
They watch as others lively live their days away
And only dream of one day whispering
To the life of the party
When the party comes alive.
They’ll say:
‘Why are you pretending?’
The Life of the Party,
So high on euphoric relationships
Will drink away the question
Like they hid away their sorrow.
And only at dawn when the alcohol fades
Will they panic at the question’s exposure.
The Quiet is made of strong shattered souls
That watch the Loud lie to themselves.
As the partygoers pretend to be painless,
The Quiet bathe in their hollow pasts
Until the cold waters become soothing enough
For the Quiet to gain the courage to speak.
They’ll say:
‘There is a Quiet within us all.’
With their soft voices and youthful wisdom
The Quiet live invisibly amongst the Loud.
And as they watch the world ignore its own misery
They’ll listen to the soft hearts of the sufferers
To convince the Loud that one day they’ll be strong enough
To suffer in silence.
Feb 21, 2017
Feb 21, 2017 at 11:25 PM UTC
If I could remember that first kiss,
I would always be reliving it
Veiled
by absinthe.
The ethanol already eroding the memory.
I would remember
The way your teeth tugged at my bottom lip
Inching me in.
Your hands, around my waist,
And your tongue cradling my fingers
When it wasn’t stroking mine.
We awoke the next morning,
bodies curving like a jigsaw.
My hair was dishevelled; yours, the same as always.
It was early,
all I wanted was to entwine my arms around you.
But the rest of the partygoers could see.
Our shield had evaporated
with the night
the memory.
All that remained was a hesitant dawn.
Apr 25, 2012
Apr 25, 2012 at 11:46 AM UTC
vendors shouting prices for the goods they can't afford,
birds singing painful tunes in tribute to the sun,
mothers yelling at their restless children,
still tired from fighting with dad last night,
steam blowing from cracks in the old brick buildings,
stoners taking hits and sharing pipes with kicks,
shooting poison in their veins
and killing their chances of waking up in the morning,
food sizzling and boiling, grilling, cooking , and even broiling,
smells from old shoes, garbage, day-old chinese take out,
dwelling helplessly in the dark abyss also known as the alleyway,
high class women walking proudly in heels,
with cellphones to their ears,
partygoers stumbling in huddles down the street,
reminiscing about last nights rave,
alcohol still in their veins
the sun hasn't yet come up,
but the city never sleeps,
and neither should we
Jun 13, 2014
Jun 13, 2014 at 3:10 PM UTC
The gayness inside of me was
was exploding into a heavy
spinning rise in the autumn
blue sky, marching trees
and leaves gyrating in the
cityscape, groovy pumping
beats filling the air, as huge
partygoers came hip hopping
on the scene. There was a
spark of passion in the horizon,
a sizzling flame intensifying
within this masterpiece, while
shirtless guys boogied and
swayed their hips to the
electrifying sounds of gay
pride. The accelerating
adrenaline amplifying
inside their astonishing
craftwork. The smooth
flow of waving hands
and deep dropping thighs
and ankles cruising various
dimensions. The rhythm of
bouncing shoulders and arms
lost in the wind, as I danced
and danced upon this glorious
wave. I'm in love with this
magical place, the vibrant
beauty blowing in sight,
the laughter and happiness
swirling through the exhilarating
crowd.
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 2:38 PM UTC
I want to fit in
Not with the jocks
I don’t like sports that much anyway
Not with the late-night partygoers
Our definitions of fun are much too different
Not with the bullies
I could never hurt a person
Not with the people in my class
Not with the people in my dorm
Not with the people around me
I want to fit in with the misfits
Jan 22, 2018
Jan 22, 2018 at 6:10 PM UTC
Let us go nightswimming
And weave myths out of memories
Let the stars shine over
The corals of your heart
With bioluminescent algae
Glowing around your body
As if a glow in the dark crucifix
Beatific as the moment of death
Smell the salty air
Neptune's drunken breath
And dance by the beach
With the partygoers drunk
In their mythmaking
Ecstatic like a monk
Weave the night, yes weave
Our breaths into a myth
Into Odysseus sailing the Aegean
Into the miraculous with the Galilean
Dec 2, 2020
Dec 2, 2020 at 12:10 AM UTC