"okaye" poems
You make me insane
Like maybe I should blow my brains
Maybe I'm not okaye
But I know
Someday I'll make through the day
With no tears pouring from my eyes
Or feeling like I want to die
You make me sane
Like everything will be okaye
But I knowill
Someday this will all fade away
With no more laughs
Soon it will all just be my past
You make what I wish not
But what I know not of
Cause this feeling is odd
This feeling is all at a loss
To what pain is caused
And the love it brought
You make me insanely sane
If that's such a thing?
I know not of
Cause these words
These words don't go
& are nothing but scrambles from my mind
Showing what you've left me with
To piece together
what's left of the broken
It's all a mess
Maybe soon
I'll have it pieced perfectly together
Apr 10, 2016
Apr 10, 2016 at 3:00 AM UTC
thank you
you helped me find the truth
you were the life of me
whole life beautiful
when the fire burns out , I know it ain't pretty
but baby ima gone be okaye
they say things fall apart
I know in my heart we'll come back
and have a good laugh when we looking back
im just hopin we'll meet up some day
talk about where we been
all the ******** we been put through
how we always stayed strong
remember after all
im gone be here, no matter how long
take a step back
skip ahead if that's what you want
know we are young, and that we're growing old
but ain't a thing gone change
youll always remain, number one flame
how I see it even if we are completely broken
im willing to work with it
promise ill always be strong
youre the one that helped me make it through it all
know you don't exactly see it
no one elsse really gets it
I don't give a ****
if looking insane as I remain wherever you stay
whole life so **** beautiful
know you cant exactly see it
but you're the reason Im stronger then before
finding truth in whoever I am
you became most of life to me
let me just say
I know you claim to hate
but that's not in my way
cause you've been part of this great change
know there was lots pain
that why I write to remember
how far ive came
and who ive got to give thanks
for making me feel better about this life I don't wish to remain ',
got me wanting to stick around
watch the flames burn down
cause it is its own beauty
we may have fallen apart
but baby one day we're gone be back
have good laugh about all this
cant believe we met up again
honestly im fucken blessed
you don't know why I always claim this
cause you never saw more of yourself
but honestly you made me who I am
stronger than before
I have you to thank for this
whole life beautiful
wished we never had to go own ways
in the end we will meet again
cause I aint given up that soon
youre my whole moon
reason I bloom
so im gunna always be there
even if that flame disappears
i'll stay near for when you give me the clear
we had fear from this journey
but thank yeeuus
I had you there
helping me through
just hope
I didn't mess your plan up
from us meeting up
always wanted the best for both of us
if it meant going opposite ways
I wouldn't be okaye but know ill be able to fight
keep myself upright ; least pretend im alright
we gone meet again
gone laigh at this **** one day
life has it amazing ways
to keep the flame from running to the ground
we're gonna rise from this
it worked out for both routes
take care now
ill be here , hmu when you like turning out
cause I cant lose you now
youre already far out
try not to completely disappear
I care
Oct 5, 2018
Oct 5, 2018 at 4:29 AM UTC
The past is the past
All that matters is where your heads at
Keep looking up
You'll see better days
No this isn't ********
I've been there done that
Lost myself
And broke myself down
But I put the pipe down
Decided to turnyield around
All it takes is asking for a little help
Don't be afraid
It will be okaye
Go ahead and reach out
Seek some help with your battles
You'll see it'll be the best decision made
I can for sure say it was for me
4 months clean
From the Devils seed
I have my head held high
Walking down a brighter path
Employed and a college student
How I wouldn't be here
If I still had that pipe twirling in my hand
And I just have to say
It was the best decision I've yet to make
So dont worry
You're not the only one fighting the battle
But it is only you who can decide
If help is what you need
to help you succeed and complete those dreams.
Good luck to you
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 3:47 PM UTC
Why does it hurt to smile
And cry at the same time...
Why does the pain I feel inside never leaves me it stays just like the scars on my arms and the bruises on my heart as I put it through a battle of War why do I feel so hopeless and helpless I don't know which way to turn I pray for protection and I'm scared of rejection is anyone there I use to laugh but I am crying and I put on a mask and act like I am Okaye why am I filled with so much hurt and broken pieces would i ever know where love comes from is anybody out there very insecure and looking for something warm to hold on to but there's nobody out there why do I have to be alone why why just tell me please why
Jul 15, 2018
Jul 15, 2018 at 1:28 PM UTC
Lately I don't know what to think
You make me not okaye
But you make things really great
How I hate you like so
But wishing you were near
As my head becomes clear
No one stands near
I'm left unsure
Is this reality or my little fantasy
I'll wish you the best
Cause this love has got to go
For all the miles between us
Are for the better
At least, I think.
May 7, 2016
May 7, 2016 at 3:48 AM UTC
There is no love for me
What a mess I've become to be
I take all things to heart
But still don't let it bother me
Heart made of gold
With love so pure
You'll be unsure of what to do
But I **** you not
I love so much
Never expecting much
I'm pretty ****** up
When you turn away
I'll be left to say
You'll never find another
To love as much as me
And okaye, what a cliche
But really, I give it all I got
To keep the ones I want
Jun 17, 2016
Jun 17, 2016 at 2:21 AM UTC