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“Moby ****  Herman Melville <•> ~for the lost at sea~ after a year of saltwater absence and abstinence, return to the island caught between two land forks surrounded by river-heading flows bound for the ocean great joining the Atlantic welcomes the fresh water fools, bringing with them hopefully, but hopeless gifts of obeisances, peace-offerings endeavoring to keep their infinite souls sea accepts them then drowns the warm newcomers in the unaccustomed deep cold salinity, which sometimes erodes sometimes preserving their former freshwater cold originality I’m called to depart my beach shoreline  unarmed, no kayak, sunfish or glass bottomed boat needed, walk on water and my toes, ten eyes to see the bottom, no depth perception limitation, reading the floor’s topography, millions of minion’s stories infinite, many Munch screaming god’s foot, heavy upon my shoulders, a daytime travel guide, hired for me, not a friendly travel companion,  nope, God a pusher showing off a drug called deep water salvation, designated for the masses, can handle large parties my in-camera brain  eyes, record everything for playback - the lost and unburied, bone crossword puzzles walk shore to ship, on soles to souls, is this my new-summer nature welcome back greeting? puzzled at the awesomeness of vastness, conclude this clarification for me of the occluded-deep, is a stern reminder of my insignificant existence, my requirement to walk humbly, spare my sin of vanity, and forgive my trespasses upon the lives of others perhaps then the infinite of my soul perchance restored, older visions clarified and future poems will write themselves and sea to it my predecessors be better remembered Memorial Day 2018
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May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 11:53 AM UTC
“the sea... jeeringly...drowned the infinite of his soul...to wondrous depths...he saw God’s foot upon the treadle of the loom and spake it”
“Moby ****  Herman Melville <•> ~for the lost at sea~ after a year of saltwater absence and abstinence, return to the island caught between two land forks surrounded by river-heading flows bound for the ocean great joining the Atlantic welcomes the fresh water fools, bringing with them hopefully, but hopeless gifts of obeisances, peace-offerings endeavoring to keep their infinite souls sea accepts them then drowns the warm newcomers in the unaccustomed deep cold salinity, which sometimes erodes sometimes preserving their former freshwater cold originality I’m called to depart my beach shoreline  unarmed, no kayak, sunfish or glass bottomed boat needed, walk on water and my toes, ten eyes to see the bottom, no depth perception limitation, reading the floor’s topography, millions of minion’s stories infinite, many Munch screaming god’s foot, heavy upon my shoulders, a daytime travel guide, hired for me, not a friendly travel companion,  nope, God a pusher showing off a drug called deep water salvation, designated for the masses, can handle large parties my in-camera brain  eyes, record everything for playback - the lost and unburied, bone crossword puzzles walk shore to ship, on soles to souls, is this my new-summer nature welcome back greeting? puzzled at the awesomeness of vastness, conclude this clarification for me of the occluded-deep, is a stern reminder of my insignificant existence, my requirement to walk humbly, spare my sin of vanity, and forgive my trespasses upon the lives of others perhaps then the infinite of my soul perchance restored, older visions clarified and future poems will write themselves and sea to it my predecessors be better remembered Memorial Day 2018
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Puppies and puddles Licks and hugs Soft and lovable Just look at their mugs A smile on their face a twinkle in their eye they're just so sweet no need to ask why. Little wet kisses soft gentle nuzzles not very complicated like crossword puzzles. They arrive with love and joy in their heart just wanna share and not be apart.
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Aug 5, 2015
Aug 5, 2015 at 12:45 AM UTC
My little puppy
Where do I see you my blue eyed mum? In colours of rainbows lit up by the sun, In the chair by the window with your tea and a crossword, In the picture you drew of me when I was a young boy, In the last birthday card you were ever to send me, In the list that you gave me to help me get sorted, The photo of you holding me as a baby. The love that you showed never came with a maybe. How will I remember you my blue eyed mum? Thinking of others would name but just one, Camping with children from near and far places, Cooking meals in the kitchen for friends and for family, Changing the subject whenever you wanted, Asking me to speak louder because you could not hear me, The eggs that you bought for me every Friday, Making the dress for your youngest granddaughter. What did I learn from you my blue eyed mum? The list would be endless but here are just some, The listener learns more than the ones that are talking, Words spoken in anger may someday be regretted, Hate towards others will only consume me, The loudest voice heard may not be the wisest, Happiness cannot be measured in coins or possessions, Let beauty be seen in all colours, shapes and sizes.
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May 24, 2014
May 24, 2014 at 8:30 PM UTC
My Blue Eyed Mum
Cue the banjo solos and the violin swells. Sleeping children in withering weeping willow high chairs covered in creamed carrots. Young cherry blossom lovers shout curses, shatter floodgates, let tears flow; petals are brushed away by the wind. Widows and over-easy eggs, crossword puzzles and sad irony on fifteen across - "Murdered, 'Ides of March.'" The weight of their fatigue growing dark and heavy under their eyes. A waitress breaks silence, "More coffee?" A sleeping child awakes, crying under the brightness of the morning sun.
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Mar 11, 2015
Mar 11, 2015 at 3:18 PM UTC
Americana Breakfast
~ June 2023 HP Poet: Patty Mager Country: USA Question 1: Welcome to the HP Spotlight, Patty. Please tell us about your background? Patty M: "I was born an only child in a 3 generation household. I loved books, and playing imaginary games, and chasing my mom with really long nightcrawlers, my Grandpa raised in a washtub. I was a banker, and a financial banker for many years. I quit to do hospice for my Dad when he was to go into hospice. My husband had heart problems and my little Mom eventually got Cancer. So I nursed and loved them all. My Dad for a year, the others over an 8-year period. I saw the transition of each and the way each handled their ending, and I was there for them all. I consider that a special blessing." Question 2: How long have you been writing poetry, and for how long have you been a member of Hello Poetry? Patty M: "I always wrote, but I found a poetry site 20 years ago, and began to write seriously. I've been published in many anthologies both in the US and abroad. I was nominated for the coveted Pushcart Prize twice and I once had a three-page spread in our local newspaper. I came to HP in 2014 and I love this special place with amazingly wonderful poets who have become really great friends." Question 3: What inspires you? (In other words, how does poetry happen for you). Patty M: "Sometimes poems seem to write themselves, almost like automatic writing." Question 4: What does poetry mean to you? Patty M: "Poetry is spiritual, and a lifesaving rope that carries me through both good and the horrible times of my life." Question 5: Who are your favorite poets? Patty M: "My favorite Poets are: Sylvia Plath, Neruda, Billy Collins, Maya Angelou, Poe, Ginsberg, Anne Sexton, and Longfellow." Question 6: What other interests do you have? Patty M: "I love to cook, do crossword puzzles, read, and play card games like canasta, and spider solitaire. Being with family is my heaven." Carlo C. Gomez: “Thank you so much for allowing me to interview you, dear Patty! I learned a great deal about you!” Patty M: "Thank again Carlo. Thanks so much for all your help and kindness." Thank you everyone here at HP for taking the time to read this. We hope you enjoyed getting to know Patty a little bit better. I indeed did. It is our wish that these spotlights are helping everyone to further discover and appreciate their fellow poets. – Carlo C. Gomez (aka Mr. Timetable) We will post Spotlight #5 in July! ~
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Jun 1, 2023
Jun 1, 2023 at 5:56 PM UTC
HP Writers Spotlight: Patty M
~ June 2023 HP Poet: Patty Mager Country: USA Question 1: Welcome to the HP Spotlight, Patty. Please tell us about your background? Patty M: "I was born an only child in a 3 generation household. I loved books, and playing imaginary games, and chasing my mom with really long nightcrawlers, my Grandpa raised in a washtub. I was a banker, and a financial banker for many years. I quit to do hospice for my Dad when he was to go into hospice. My husband had heart problems and my little Mom eventually got Cancer. So I nursed and loved them all. My Dad for a year, the others over an 8-year period. I saw the transition of each and the way each handled their ending, and I was there for them all. I consider that a special blessing." Question 2: How long have you been writing poetry, and for how long have you been a member of Hello Poetry? Patty M: "I always wrote, but I found a poetry site 20 years ago, and began to write seriously. I've been published in many anthologies both in the US and abroad. I was nominated for the coveted Pushcart Prize twice and I once had a three-page spread in our local newspaper. I came to HP in 2014 and I love this special place with amazingly wonderful poets who have become really great friends." Question 3: What inspires you? (In other words, how does poetry happen for you). Patty M: "Sometimes poems seem to write themselves, almost like automatic writing." Question 4: What does poetry mean to you? Patty M: "Poetry is spiritual, and a lifesaving rope that carries me through both good and the horrible times of my life." Question 5: Who are your favorite poets? Patty M: "My favorite Poets are: Sylvia Plath, Neruda, Billy Collins, Maya Angelou, Poe, Ginsberg, Anne Sexton, and Longfellow." Question 6: What other interests do you have? Patty M: "I love to cook, do crossword puzzles, read, and play card games like canasta, and spider solitaire. Being with family is my heaven." Carlo C. Gomez: “Thank you so much for allowing me to interview you, dear Patty! I learned a great deal about you!” Patty M: "Thank again Carlo. Thanks so much for all your help and kindness." Thank you everyone here at HP for taking the time to read this. We hope you enjoyed getting to know Patty a little bit better. I indeed did. It is our wish that these spotlights are helping everyone to further discover and appreciate their fellow poets. – Carlo C. Gomez (aka Mr. Timetable) We will post Spotlight #5 in July! ~
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I'm Bailey. I sometimes forget to recycle. I'm from singing camels and trigonometry. From soap bubbles and yellow scarves, Irish hymns and Zucchini the ferret, piano keys, bluebonnet seeds, and DO NOT ENTER signs. From salt. I'm the color of hosed off sidewalk chalk. I'm all summer in a day. I'm a conglomeration of artistic thoughts that make me look more profound than I actually am. I'm your infinite playlist. I'm from elephant necklaces and rosemary bushes from high-heeled taps and Camelot threadless socks, shopping carts, and impromptu salons. I'm the fifth ninja turtle. I live where you laugh so hard you cry. I'm from carrots and ranch. I'm a happy cow from California, a fortune cookie with your enchilada, a drill team skirt over marching uniforms. I'm from unfinished crossword puzzles and forgotten dead languages from pixie dust and snapcracklepop from actually-it's-pronounced's, because-i-said-so's, and that's-not-my-name's. I am Nancy Drew with a Peter Pan complex. I come from honeysuckle candles and sunroofs of pickup trucks broken-down fences and peach salsa the second you step onstage. I'm from in between. I'm Bailey. I don't drive the speed limit. And I'm from you.
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Dec 22, 2009
Dec 22, 2009 at 6:08 PM UTC
Where I'm From
She sat by me, in her skirt, hand grenade green, And an off-white blouse obscured by a jacket with dust in its seams, Like leather, like elderly skin, like a crossword puzzle with half the letters filled in, She sat by me and spilt her sentences and her tea: She claimed her husband had been killed by a cabal of spiritualists, Killed by a bull elephant in the streets of Nepal, Killed by the seven plagues, And never killed at all, That he was once a number Somehow both perfect and prime, That he was Prime minister of the sea, And independent of time, That his bones were cracked marbles Bought from a widow in Tennessee, That his name continued to escape her, But that he looked something like me, Leaving I saw her wings drag her heavenward, I saw her terrible wings, As I stumbled and veered from concrete to tarmac I heard the pavements start to sing: “I was once a flowerbed, My father was a field, My mother was a source of light, Before which all the people kneeled.” Then lost in the eye of daytime and night, Drawn to the moustache of a Spanish racketeer, He was once abandoned by his books and his babies In the boot of a broke-down cavalier, His pasts and ideas caught up to him, And gripped him by his belt and his teeth, His pasts gripped him in quiet of his nightmares, And slashed his arms in the street, Visions shook me by the bleeding palm, Her terrible wings now pinpricks for the moon, Visions shook me as deities died, With eyes like a card-trick and fingers like doom, Then stuck in the endless space between words; She sat by me, in her skirt, hand grenade green; Stuck in the endless space between words; And an off white blouse obscured by a jacket with dust in its seams...
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Mar 11, 2018
Mar 11, 2018 at 9:11 PM UTC
Pinpricks for the Moon
She sat by me, in her skirt, hand grenade green, And an off-white blouse obscured by a jacket with dust in its seams, Like leather, like elderly skin, like a crossword puzzle with half the letters filled in, She sat by me and spilt her sentences and her tea: She claimed her husband had been killed by a cabal of spiritualists, Killed by a bull elephant in the streets of Nepal, Killed by the seven plagues, And never killed at all, That he was once a number Somehow both perfect and prime, That he was Prime minister of the sea, And independent of time, That his bones were cracked marbles Bought from a widow in Tennessee, That his name continued to escape her, But that he looked something like me, Leaving I saw her wings drag her heavenward, I saw her terrible wings, As I stumbled and veered from concrete to tarmac I heard the pavements start to sing: “I was once a flowerbed, My father was a field, My mother was a source of light, Before which all the people kneeled.” Then lost in the eye of daytime and night, Drawn to the moustache of a Spanish racketeer, He was once abandoned by his books and his babies In the boot of a broke-down cavalier, His pasts and ideas caught up to him, And gripped him by his belt and his teeth, His pasts gripped him in quiet of his nightmares, And slashed his arms in the street, Visions shook me by the bleeding palm, Her terrible wings now pinpricks for the moon, Visions shook me as deities died, With eyes like a card-trick and fingers like doom, Then stuck in the endless space between words; She sat by me, in her skirt, hand grenade green; Stuck in the endless space between words; And an off white blouse obscured by a jacket with dust in its seams...
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He walks outside to watch as veins of electrical light sizzle in the night sky. The rain strikes against the pavement. The water on the road slides by. The man stands tall, his shoulder aching from his previous operation. He looks at the blank, dark mauve sky with a frown on his face from the whole situation. His wife sits in the kitchen, crossword in hand and letting the news play like white noise around her. Their children, all in bed; all of them unaware of the storm parading outside or of one another. Three out of the four are asleep while one records these events, sleep stinging her eyes. She should sleep for her dreams take her away from the darkened skies. But for now she will be hypnotized by the veins of light illuminating her night. She'll watch the light pour through her window until her eyelids are too dreary for her to keep sight. So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
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Aug 8, 2013
Aug 8, 2013 at 9:29 PM UTC
Poem
Everywhere She's in every crossword She haunts the radio she's in my mind, memories blurred Cant help but chase her shadow I feel my heart still palpitate With just the utterance of her name All my life , to her , I'd gravitate For no one else, i feel the same She's in the stars, for each an ode Under the moon I'd weep I think of all the " I love you's " told And I cry myself to sleep She's in every, unoccupied thought I can't help but to endear But despite all this, its all for naught Because she's everywhere, but here .
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Feb 27, 2015
Feb 27, 2015 at 12:30 PM UTC
ABAB ( new style for me )
Perfected spending ideal day off Prepared a hot breakfast in bed Procrastinated Java or Columbia Perused the paper cover to cover Perplexed prayer over crossword Pampered by bath-time bubbles Phoned almost forgotten friends Purchased Murakami on Amazon Polished off a lunchtime martini Postponed exercise with siesta Perambulated the beach slowly Pushed the boat out for dinner Preferred Barolo to Barbaresco Panicked - work again tomorrow.
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Nov 25, 2012
Nov 25, 2012 at 9:23 AM UTC
Holiday
people watching in a coffee shop is one of the simple pleasures in life the bizarre satisfaction you get when you sit by the window solving crossword puzzles or probably sipping your cup of hot latte immediately tilting your head up when someone enters analyzing, wondering, as they pass by your table what kind of person they are? what coffee do they drink? what do they do in the coffee shop? where were they from? who are they with? thoughts by thoughts questions by questions curiosity kicks in eventually clouding your mind as you nibble your chapped lip finally finding a solution to the crosswords also your futile thoughts without hesitation you give those people in the shop every single one of them a life based on their coffee
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 12:36 PM UTC
Untitled
Every SunDay I sat acRoss from him watching as he mIndlessly grabbed for his black pen out of his flannel shirt pockeT Every Sunday we walkEd to the corner stoRe Across the street from our small picket Fence and grabbed a Sunday paper from the bottoM of the Stack. Every SundaY He wore his glasSes instead of his contacts. "It gives me better brain function" he said Every Sunday Every SUnday he asked me the strangest questions imaginable. "WHats a 4 letter word for 'In times past'" to which I would respond "once might fit," or whatever tHe answer could be. Every Sunday we became an invinCible team a word fighting Duo Every SuNday we defeated the greatest villain to newspapers everywhere the NY Times Crossword every sunday i fell in love more and more a never-ending crossword.
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Nov 26, 2017
Nov 26, 2017 at 8:31 PM UTC
Sunday Ink Stains
before existentialism, and nietzsche in mind, philosophy was written or spoken of accepting the socratic rigidity of words, the rigidity of words known through the socratic method of inquiry: the simplest of questions imposed on the meaning of words; e.g. what is virtue? but with existentialism this old method of inquiry, the poised posing bewilderment lost its quality, in that the new method of inquiry was given to stress not a method of questioning but that of ambiguity, even though this new method that simply said the reverse of what is virtue as the preservation of a narrative: "virtue" concedes many variations exampled true, e.g. - this dittoing going against - previously said / as above - became staged against a brick wall - since this method, the existential method of brushing aside inquiry and entering the realm of ambiguity was already present - the pluralism of meaning found in certain words; it isn't a question whether red or blue can be ambiguous, this allocation of noun and quality is all too pervasive - so when an ambiguity is allowed to exercise its stressor posit - the word in question is allocated a verb orientation in its exercise of use and example, further diluted by the quantity and lack of example, and ascribed contorting adjectivity due to the dilution of meaning: with lessened recognition of sought out qualification to sentence an enzymic perfection of: banker and philanthropist, priest and maximilian kolbe, poetry and lack of envy. even though these examples are idealistic, they provide the obvious ambiguity already apparent, hence the double ambiguity of opposites, ideal opposites. in shorthand - if socrates were to come upon reading existentialism - his questions regarding the virtues would be bound to free floating terms in the ditto bubbles of flimsiness of non-inquiry - bewildered by the number of prompts to question, there would be no necessary ambiguity to many other terms of inactivity - such as the previously mentioned red and blue, dog and glue, but too many, it would seem, should a strict belief in categorising virtue as a noun but not a verb be kept - for categorisation of such nature only provides a linear cascade without due action or cared for imitation - ending with the only chance of virtue chanced and seen as an unvirtuous person doing crossword puzzles in silence - and already virtue's opposite is engaged in defending itself and justifying its ills by first forcing many synonyms to cover it in ambiguity, and asserting itself as an adjective within a noun framework blunt: virtue v. unvirtuous will only confiscate siamese phonetic mingling to ease the definition; i guess that's how rhyming was born, the opposite of alphabetical ordering: a, aardvark                              the violet's blue                                                                    ****** a doughnut with you.
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Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 11:31 AM UTC
the last line in a difficult poem is always fun
before existentialism, and nietzsche in mind, philosophy was written or spoken of accepting the socratic rigidity of words, the rigidity of words known through the socratic method of inquiry: the simplest of questions imposed on the meaning of words; e.g. what is virtue? but with existentialism this old method of inquiry, the poised posing bewilderment lost its quality, in that the new method of inquiry was given to stress not a method of questioning but that of ambiguity, even though this new method that simply said the reverse of what is virtue as the preservation of a narrative: "virtue" concedes many variations exampled true, e.g. - this dittoing going against - previously said / as above - became staged against a brick wall - since this method, the existential method of brushing aside inquiry and entering the realm of ambiguity was already present - the pluralism of meaning found in certain words; it isn't a question whether red or blue can be ambiguous, this allocation of noun and quality is all too pervasive - so when an ambiguity is allowed to exercise its stressor posit - the word in question is allocated a verb orientation in its exercise of use and example, further diluted by the quantity and lack of example, and ascribed contorting adjectivity due to the dilution of meaning: with lessened recognition of sought out qualification to sentence an enzymic perfection of: banker and philanthropist, priest and maximilian kolbe, poetry and lack of envy. even though these examples are idealistic, they provide the obvious ambiguity already apparent, hence the double ambiguity of opposites, ideal opposites. in shorthand - if socrates were to come upon reading existentialism - his questions regarding the virtues would be bound to free floating terms in the ditto bubbles of flimsiness of non-inquiry - bewildered by the number of prompts to question, there would be no necessary ambiguity to many other terms of inactivity - such as the previously mentioned red and blue, dog and glue, but too many, it would seem, should a strict belief in categorising virtue as a noun but not a verb be kept - for categorisation of such nature only provides a linear cascade without due action or cared for imitation - ending with the only chance of virtue chanced and seen as an unvirtuous person doing crossword puzzles in silence - and already virtue's opposite is engaged in defending itself and justifying its ills by first forcing many synonyms to cover it in ambiguity, and asserting itself as an adjective within a noun framework blunt: virtue v. unvirtuous will only confiscate siamese phonetic mingling to ease the definition; i guess that's how rhyming was born, the opposite of alphabetical ordering: a, aardvark                              the violet's blue                                                                    ****** a doughnut with you.
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You say Hey to see if I’ll say Hey back. You take great meaning out of it, I do it out of common courtesy. You ask me how I am, not because you care, because you want me to care about you. Laying your burdens on me, because I clearly look strong enough to hold them. You’ve filled every line on my hand, and now I really wouldn’t have room to hold anything because your hand is always there. You kiss me just to see if I’ll kiss you back. You test boundaries, you lay more than just your words onto me, that I try to make into a crossword puzzle. You plant your hand on my thigh, my stomach, trying to link the the points of my body. But I’m not made out of paper. I am not written in Braille, you don’t have to touch me to know my story. You were trying to cover my skin with memories of you, and that’s why I cover them up. When will you learn the point of loving isn’t to be loved back? I’m done trying to teach you, you’re not my problem to solve anymore.
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Oct 4, 2014
Oct 4, 2014 at 11:29 PM UTC
Connect the Dots
For me, you are Sunday. Today is Sunday, and tomorrow will be Sunday. Because I am stuck in gingham yellow sheets, small white saucers with matching ceramic cups, cigarette ashes like a crop circle around them as I sip homemade coffee. The ***** brown liquid sloshing in the back of my throat, scorching my insides as I swallow something not nearly as painful as looking up for an answer to the crossword and realizing you are not in fact actually there, and your hand is not on my thigh, tracing the outline of my knee with your thumb. I am stuck like a kid on the monkey bars. Deciphering between reaching my hand out to grab the next rung or just allowing myself to fall into the wood chips, welcome that scraped skin and soil in the worry lines of my palms. Because calling you, reaching out to that line, could end with me face up on my bed staring at the blades of my fan trying to pinpoint just one to follow around and around again. Or I could get your voicemail. Or you could see my number and decide to hang up. How close were we really anyway? Or you could answer and we could talk through how bad the weather is, how we've been doing, and then get to the poignant silence, that hum in the background that coils through the wires into my ear, down the canal, and sinks into my heart until the pressure becomes too much. Until I tell you that its Sunday. That I need the 1994 Tony Award winning musical for 3 across, and hopefully, you'll give me the right answer.
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Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 11:55 AM UTC
Sunday Morning
A well-rehearsed dance, the waltzing waitress tosses The Times on table 1 as if she’ll actually finish the Sunday crossword this morning. She won’t. Grease lined lights flicker on one by one. Like spotlights on a stage. It’s show time. Twostepping while taking down chairs, she flows to the rhythm of ritual, across a worn checkered dancefloor. No applause. In a dining room of Astaire’s and Rogers she is the coffee choreographer. Pirouetting to the *** then a sidestep, quick! Quick! Slow. Warming up now, she stretches. Switching on the metal machinery. It grinds and growls as if it prefers decaf. Rings from rusted bells hanging from the door chime to the beat. This is her cue.
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Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 10:09 AM UTC
Café Choreography
it’s not about you at all you get swept up in people’s definitions hung on the wall in someone’s frame you’re artifact on the edge of their radar to your family, you’re a son daughter sister brother and technically yes, your mom bore you (and still does) but must you accept all that goes with it? you were born in new jersey must that make the sopranos and bruce springsteen your problem? artists paint you as lame and superficial the boss works you like a crossword puzzle to the government, you’re a fraction to the rich, you’re money to be spent to the cops, an obstacle to the bartender, a lousy tipper they convince you, they’re persuasive but must this be your face? it takes a lot of energy to break free you escape once to find yourself in another cage it’s a russian doll of captivity maybe it's not worth it how many times can you wake up and say **** it?
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Aug 15, 2018
Aug 15, 2018 at 9:53 AM UTC
CAPTIVITY
Oxygen I’m breathing oxygen into my bones. How can I help myself, when I cannot love alone? Bubbles flow through every wire; Microbubbles flow through every vein. I need to breathe your love into my heart, So I can feel alive once again. Broken thoughts wait to be repaired And understood, Until they appear in your view. Waiting on a memory to come into focus; Do I whisper or shout a prayer? I would make my destiny appear to be in my hands, If I only knew… All I see are random images. Random pictures, random memories, Written down like a crossword clue; I breathe out my thoughts, as I breathe in you. A wish to improve us in this moment in time; I’m breathing in oxygen. I’m breathing out life. I’m just breathing oxygen; I’m breathing oxygen… Still searching for new memories, I hope I am still alive in your eyes. Chasing my future, when I am so weak; I have never seen my optimum. I’m breathing life into my day; I’m floating into the light. Up through the water currents, I am rising with the sea; My heads bursts through the barrier and I can, at last, breathe. If breathing is all that I can do, Then I will breathe for you too, if you need me to. If love is all that I can give, Then I hope my love helps you to once more breathe. Let me breathe into you the oxygen you need, To love this life that we live. (C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.
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Jun 12, 2018
Jun 12, 2018 at 8:35 PM UTC
Oxygen
Without a bluejay Life is so very nay. Without a brother like you Dreams are bitter too. Without a crossword puzzle Or maybe a toy train Life is not the same at all, Life is not the same.
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Aug 11, 2013
Aug 11, 2013 at 3:55 PM UTC
The Brother and the Bluejay
I am trying to forget you Really, I am I have been drugging my memory Repeatedly Every night Drinking from bottles Filled with liquid strong enough For me to untaste you I still do It's funny how Nobody mentions touch As the most important sense Associated with memory I still feel you everywhere Your hands on my skin I am trying to erase them Your fingerprints must be Permanent ink They are no longer visible But I can still see them I tie my tongue in knots So that when I choke On words It will be on my own terms I still cough up yours I am trying to forget you The way your voice sounded in my ear Breathless and humming I can still hear the ringing You are the melody I cannot get out of my head The music that I cannot stop singing I am trying to erase The parts of you drawn onto me I have gotten four tattoos In the past three months And two of them remind me of you I am trying to forget you But I purposely don't try Hard enough If I really wanted to I would destroy the proclamations of passion I once wrote to you If I really wanted to I would delete the pictures sent back and forth Like ransom letters Thinking my body could force you To surrender your heart I used to consider swearing To be a holy thing You swore on so much That it is no longer sacred Humans are incapable of certainty I have bent my pinky fingers in half Just to come close To believing promises But people Always let you down And disappointment Is inevitable Your salt lips And iodine mouth Left a burning sensation From every cut that you made In mine I am trying to forget you And the way you said my name How you only said it Quietly through phone calls Directly into my ear As if you didn’t want anyone else To hear you say it aloud I am trying to forget you But it is not easy The moving on Is a crossword puzzle I do not know the last answer to There are fifteen spaces left That I don't know how to Fill With anything other than you There is so much empty Left over It is much easier to hold on To memories And remnants Of what could’ve been Than it is to accept A definite ending Our future May be dead But you are still Very much alive in me If I really tried I bet I could forget you But I don't think I want to.
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Nov 17, 2014
Nov 17, 2014 at 2:19 PM UTC
I Am Trying To Forget You
I am trying to forget you Really, I am I have been drugging my memory Repeatedly Every night Drinking from bottles Filled with liquid strong enough For me to untaste you I still do It's funny how Nobody mentions touch As the most important sense Associated with memory I still feel you everywhere Your hands on my skin I am trying to erase them Your fingerprints must be Permanent ink They are no longer visible But I can still see them I tie my tongue in knots So that when I choke On words It will be on my own terms I still cough up yours I am trying to forget you The way your voice sounded in my ear Breathless and humming I can still hear the ringing You are the melody I cannot get out of my head The music that I cannot stop singing I am trying to erase The parts of you drawn onto me I have gotten four tattoos In the past three months And two of them remind me of you I am trying to forget you But I purposely don't try Hard enough If I really wanted to I would destroy the proclamations of passion I once wrote to you If I really wanted to I would delete the pictures sent back and forth Like ransom letters Thinking my body could force you To surrender your heart I used to consider swearing To be a holy thing You swore on so much That it is no longer sacred Humans are incapable of certainty I have bent my pinky fingers in half Just to come close To believing promises But people Always let you down And disappointment Is inevitable Your salt lips And iodine mouth Left a burning sensation From every cut that you made In mine I am trying to forget you And the way you said my name How you only said it Quietly through phone calls Directly into my ear As if you didn’t want anyone else To hear you say it aloud I am trying to forget you But it is not easy The moving on Is a crossword puzzle I do not know the last answer to There are fifteen spaces left That I don't know how to Fill With anything other than you There is so much empty Left over It is much easier to hold on To memories And remnants Of what could’ve been Than it is to accept A definite ending Our future May be dead But you are still Very much alive in me If I really tried I bet I could forget you But I don't think I want to.
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He’s doing a crossword, I’m doing the dishes. “What is that word?”, he asks, “the one that means given to incessant laughter”. “Joyful, gleeful, cheerful?” ‘No that’s not what I meant” “Mirthful, merry, enjoyment” “That’s just not it” “Well, how many letters is it?” (Now I’m getting interested) “Eight” “What does it begin with?” “I haven’t got that yet, but it does end with a N” “a N…Hmmm..Oh! I’ve got it” “What?” “I can’t remember-but its on the tip of my tongue” “That’s not helping”, he adds with sarcasm “I’m giving it all I’ve got but the word just won’t come” *“Try saying it in your mind, what does it sound like?”* “Aquarium” “So, its starts with an A?” “Yeah, that’s for sure” “We’ve got to find this lethologica of yours a cure!” “I’ve got! I’ve got it! Abderian is the word!” Copyright © Vijayalakshmi Harish
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Sep 13, 2012
Sep 13, 2012 at 5:00 AM UTC
Lethologica
a liar once told me that i write good poetry i laughed and continued drinking, the sudden rush of despair, the wicked beast, the dry pages the man had no credentials but he persisted, declaring me an inspiration like seeing a strand of hair attract a magnet or amber jewels lolling in a dimly lit case imagination is a felony, i wagered as i poured another a combustion i know like the back of my hands i told him i dreamt of a morgue where everyone i ever loved sat upright as sunflowers, declaring their love for the sun and of a newspaper rife with disease and the passion of a janitor there is a raccoon near a river somewhere cleaning an apple with a heart as big as an artist in drunken euphoria taking better care of it than me when i sit down at a typewriter it's wearing a cape just like edgar allen poe and having better conversation with an oak tree than i've ever had at a party about the sunday crossword puzzle he completed   yesterday i drank myself into a masquerade ball arriving in a limousine being driven by a bearded mickey mantle i was the guest of honor, sword fighting on table tops and lecturing the guests about shakespeare through a garbage disposal while a horse played backgammon with my father's brother and there was a girl there behind the facade of an owl who danced like the wind and everlasting light and no one could stop her or look her in the eye i am the only connection between my mind and the paper merely a vessel, a john boat clearly breaching it's depth either drowning like a fish in a sand dune or being bounced like a baby on the knee of god slavery, i call it, and hand him a glass of warm bourbon as the splashing of my journal pages slap my crushed trachea the typewriter is padlocked and painted over with cement the metamorphosis trapped inside a bullet, boiling with sheer fury
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Jan 18, 2014
Jan 18, 2014 at 11:23 PM UTC
imagination is a felony
a liar once told me that i write good poetry i laughed and continued drinking, the sudden rush of despair, the wicked beast, the dry pages the man had no credentials but he persisted, declaring me an inspiration like seeing a strand of hair attract a magnet or amber jewels lolling in a dimly lit case imagination is a felony, i wagered as i poured another a combustion i know like the back of my hands i told him i dreamt of a morgue where everyone i ever loved sat upright as sunflowers, declaring their love for the sun and of a newspaper rife with disease and the passion of a janitor there is a raccoon near a river somewhere cleaning an apple with a heart as big as an artist in drunken euphoria taking better care of it than me when i sit down at a typewriter it's wearing a cape just like edgar allen poe and having better conversation with an oak tree than i've ever had at a party about the sunday crossword puzzle he completed   yesterday i drank myself into a masquerade ball arriving in a limousine being driven by a bearded mickey mantle i was the guest of honor, sword fighting on table tops and lecturing the guests about shakespeare through a garbage disposal while a horse played backgammon with my father's brother and there was a girl there behind the facade of an owl who danced like the wind and everlasting light and no one could stop her or look her in the eye i am the only connection between my mind and the paper merely a vessel, a john boat clearly breaching it's depth either drowning like a fish in a sand dune or being bounced like a baby on the knee of god slavery, i call it, and hand him a glass of warm bourbon as the splashing of my journal pages slap my crushed trachea the typewriter is padlocked and painted over with cement the metamorphosis trapped inside a bullet, boiling with sheer fury
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He knew the importance of words and treated life like a crossword; taking hints and context to places that he never knew were possible, solving them faster than his mind could keep, he was full of it, and every letter got him closer to his dreams of entitlement. Oh you've solved it, all right, but his genius was limited, nothing but words on a page; The puzzles? He'd just skimmed it, and each box became his defeat for his words would no longer speak. He could only solve the same book; shoulders up, blamed his luck on his limited palette, maybe he'd done better if he invested in a thing like vocabulary. A forgotten mission, a new edition, blew around in his mind, but somehow he never could manage to find the time to understand these riddles' complexity, and so to this challenge, he'd flee.
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May 9, 2016
May 9, 2016 at 10:37 PM UTC
The Manipulator's Puzzle
I was just asked if I had a "nice day "again I'm not surprised This is someone who doesn't know The answer To a five letter word in a Crossword puzzle When the clue was Confederate Union! You should know that You are so dumb! Dumb as a box of rocks Never underestimate the ignorance of the American people People like you Who never worked Who never used their mind Get Alzheimer's And if you do It will be Your own fault!
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Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 8:47 PM UTC
Did you have a "Nice Day"?
Fred occupies his chair, innocently enough. Occupying his time by Solving the crossword puzzle, racking his brain for the answers. So all of the letters fit together. So every space is filled. The beauty of solved Enigmas. Ten across. Opposite of faithfulness. The fire consumes the logs. Contained Chaos. The room is illuminated in frantic light Emanating from the fireplace. Flames prevented from yielding to their Natural Yearning to Disseminate to whatever matter Will accept them. Fred sits on his chair, Innocently enough, But if you look in those Eyes of his, you will witness the Beauty of Pain, la Douleur exquise d'amour. Loving Someone he will, invariably, love and forgive. A woman Whose love has changed patterns. Changed Directions. Altered. There is a string That hitches his heart to that of his infidel. His wife. He feels foreign blood impairing Them. He knows her. Without her telling Him anything, he knows the Lies in those Eyes of her. Confirming his knowledge. Ten across. Infidelity. Means unfaithful. She walked in moments ago, sat on the Usual chair in front of him. Fred’s Heart aches now with the immensity of the Heartache within his wife. He feels her heart has been broken By the same man who usurped her from Him every Thursday. She would return [not quite yet] Home on those days, Disjointed, Distracted. He Knew this was what Falling in Love looked like. But today, his wife's Heart feels different. Her Lover is Absent from their blood. Fred no Longer is Obligated to pump the blood of his Wife’s flame throughout his own body. and yet, he feels sorry for her. feels her suffering. feels her pain more than his own. He watches her face, the Sorrow in Her eyes drinks the flames of the Fire. Fred can tell she wishes she were In the flames. Better yet, the Blaze itself, free from her despondency, The places her mind must be traveling to. Fred is fully aware that she is contemplating Unloading her triste to him. Not for His own Benefit, to be Honest with him. Only to assuage her Guilt, to empty her conscience of Bad Blood. She is a sinner. She will sin Again. No doubt about that. But. His Infidel. He cannot stand to see her... His love...his life... If someone is spread out before you Seeking to surrender to Death, You do not Simply let them die. Especially if they share half your blood. Especially if your Happiness is Contingent upon their survival. Fred’s wife has a ghostly look on her Face and he cannot help but save her from Her caustic thoughts, from the Consuming pain in her very Core. and so he guides her back to him. just her wide eyes. he knows all. And He forgives her.
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Dec 10, 2012
Dec 10, 2012 at 12:50 AM UTC
Bad Religion
Fred occupies his chair, innocently enough. Occupying his time by Solving the crossword puzzle, racking his brain for the answers. So all of the letters fit together. So every space is filled. The beauty of solved Enigmas. Ten across. Opposite of faithfulness. The fire consumes the logs. Contained Chaos. The room is illuminated in frantic light Emanating from the fireplace. Flames prevented from yielding to their Natural Yearning to Disseminate to whatever matter Will accept them. Fred sits on his chair, Innocently enough, But if you look in those Eyes of his, you will witness the Beauty of Pain, la Douleur exquise d'amour. Loving Someone he will, invariably, love and forgive. A woman Whose love has changed patterns. Changed Directions. Altered. There is a string That hitches his heart to that of his infidel. His wife. He feels foreign blood impairing Them. He knows her. Without her telling Him anything, he knows the Lies in those Eyes of her. Confirming his knowledge. Ten across. Infidelity. Means unfaithful. She walked in moments ago, sat on the Usual chair in front of him. Fred’s Heart aches now with the immensity of the Heartache within his wife. He feels her heart has been broken By the same man who usurped her from Him every Thursday. She would return [not quite yet] Home on those days, Disjointed, Distracted. He Knew this was what Falling in Love looked like. But today, his wife's Heart feels different. Her Lover is Absent from their blood. Fred no Longer is Obligated to pump the blood of his Wife’s flame throughout his own body. and yet, he feels sorry for her. feels her suffering. feels her pain more than his own. He watches her face, the Sorrow in Her eyes drinks the flames of the Fire. Fred can tell she wishes she were In the flames. Better yet, the Blaze itself, free from her despondency, The places her mind must be traveling to. Fred is fully aware that she is contemplating Unloading her triste to him. Not for His own Benefit, to be Honest with him. Only to assuage her Guilt, to empty her conscience of Bad Blood. She is a sinner. She will sin Again. No doubt about that. But. His Infidel. He cannot stand to see her... His love...his life... If someone is spread out before you Seeking to surrender to Death, You do not Simply let them die. Especially if they share half your blood. Especially if your Happiness is Contingent upon their survival. Fred’s wife has a ghostly look on her Face and he cannot help but save her from Her caustic thoughts, from the Consuming pain in her very Core. and so he guides her back to him. just her wide eyes. he knows all. And He forgives her.
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