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You want to scream out loud in your rage                                                             ­                                          
 Like a circus lion trapped in a cage                                                                                                 Someone should teach you how to behave                                                           ­                                              All the while you treat me like your slave                                                            ­                                                                 ­                                 
                                                                ­                                                   You are a dictator through & through                                                                                                        
I cannot help how much I hate you                                                            What makes you do the things that you do                                    
And I am the one with the attitude?                                                        ­                                                             
   ­                                                                 ­                                                     You throw affection like a dog's bone                                                       Often enough so that I know I am owned                                                                                                    
With a noose hung around my neck                                                                                                          You pull on at times to keep me in check                                                            ­                                                                
­                                                                 ­                                                You've had control of my entire life                                                                                                                  
I am a prisoner, I'm not your wife                                                             ­                                            
 Let me go, please let me be free                                                             ­                                               the way you love me is killing me
Thinking of me for once
I don't look at myself in the mirror                                                        
All I see is who I hate but clearer                                                          ­                                                       If I really hone my on my flaws                                                            ­                                                    I rip myself up with no pause                                                            ­                                                  
So much hatred lives inside me                                                               ­                                                    
 It swallows me up like the sea                                                              ­                                              
Still it leaves me with the pain                                                             ­                                                That I will relive all over again                                                            ­                                           Leaving unhealed wounds that scar                                                             ­                                          Wounds that burn hot like the stars
I wrote this when I was really hating myself & depressed
The man I loved didn't love me                                                               ­                                               He told me I was unworthy                                                         ­                                      Called me names, that I won't say                                                              ­                                          
Made my life hell everyday                                                         ­                                               His whole goal was to break me down                                                             ­                                        Make insults with others around                                                           ­         I took it & swallowed my pride                                                            ­                                                     Went along on a hell of a ride                                                             ­                                       
Telling myself If still loved you                                                              ­ 
 You would really love me too                                                              ­                                              Now I know there's nothing I can do                                                               ­                                             There is no fixing you
Married to a narcissist
There's nothing left between you &I                                                                ­                                                    I don't know about you, but I tried                                                           You don't love anyone but yourself                                                         ­                                                You broke me & put me through hell                                                Our whole lives I gave you my all                                                              ­                                                  When I needed you , you let me fall                                                             ­                                                     I closed my eyes & forgave you still                                                            ­                                                      While you busy breaking my will                                                             ­                                                  
I bent until I was broken in two                                                              ­
I see it all now, it's in clear view                                                             ­                                                   As I walk away from you
After a lifetime of marriage, betrayal & lies, its's over.
How quickly life passes us by                                                         
  That we often don't enjoy the ride                                                        
   Always wishing our days away                                                            
   Like we are assured another day                                                    
  Days turn into months, then
  years                                                         ­                         
And just like that we disappear                                                    
While loved ones go through all our stuff                           
Holding onto trinkets we held dear  by us      
Every once in a while, our name comes up                                         
A memory , a life , a loss of love.
How fragile we are

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