They say your firsts never last. So even though you once made me feel like I was flying- I knew that one day i would have to come down. But I didn't think that it would end like this. I didn't think it would end with you falling out of love with me. I didn't think it would end with me feeling nothing but pain while you feel nothing at all. I didn't think it would end with you wanting nothing to do with me and completely cutting me out of your life.
if i had known it was going to be the last time i saw you i wouldve taken in every detail of you the scent of your cologne the softness of your hair the feeling of your hands on my body the sense of comfort i felt when your arm was around me the sound of your voice the rhythm of our lips locking together the emotional connection between us the safety i felt when you touched me the feeling that we were the only two people in the world if i had known it was going to be the last time i ever saw you i wouldve remembered every little thing
i still do not know the poem i've been trying to write and maybe that's because i haven't been writing one at all or maybe it's because the poem i've been trying to write is not ready for paper and maybe i'm the paper that's not ready for it
Trust me Im ok Pain? Oh no im not in pain I have been running for a while though... No no ! Its okay Im alright Just a bit exhausted... ...I want to stop... everything hurts so much... —oh what? Ha ha im just kidding! did you really believe that !! XDDDDDDDDDDDDD Dont worry i’ll keep running ...if you want me to... oh. you want me to? Oh no! Im not complaining! Ha ha sorry if it came out like that Its just that...