It's not insomnia but I skip sleep on regular nights.
I hear voices in the soulless nights…
Aren't you lonely?
Aren't you worthless?
Aren't you depressed?
I feel inferior.
I feel lonely.
I feel needy
But why do I always look happy but not feel it?
It’s empty in me, but why does it feel so heavy?
Sometimes I just hate my own presence...
I saw you lying,
You kept on lying,
Didn’t tell no other.
If you didn’t love me,
Why didn’t you say so?
Lying like this hurts me,
Oh, it hurts me so.
It could have been peaceful.
If you had said, you’d leave,
I would have let you.
People say that if you love one person,
you will be willing to fight for him/her.
Is it true?
What if he/she does not love you?
What are you fighting for?
A love that only you can feel?
That is difficult.
Would you still fight for it?
That one-sided love.
You throw me in jail
When you left me for that person
Thought of you killed me
I’m left thinking if you think of us?
I couldn’t love anyone else like you
The thought of us overwhelming my soul
Miss walking in the rain to your school
Maybe all the times I would rush to my school
Due to staying little longer to be with you
The time you cry on my lap when we snuck out because we thought we didn’t spent enough time together
I felt our soul touch for once and that when I knew I love you
Now that I’m alone I bear the thought of you
Betrayed by the person I thought had my love. It been almost a year without you
I really do miss you at times
Death follow will always follow life itself
From the day we are born we are set to
Doom on this world