Breathe, take a deep breath in and try to calm down.
Everything that is going on is just too much.
Its not just the talk or rumors, not even the names I hear people yell at me after class, its the whole god dammed world that is causing this.
It feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders 24/7.
It's a forever feeling of nothing but stress and anxiety and no one understands.
I don't even understand.
I just want the weight to go away, I want everything to go away.
I want to feel the heavenly feeling of sweet nothingness.

Distance, it's nothing but a barrier between me and you. It does nothing but keep me from feeling your hand in mine, feeling what it really feels like to love someone.
     Love, it's a crazy thing that seems to slowly **** you when you are hundreds of miles away from the one you love.
     Loyalty, when you are in love you know no one else but that person, you want to do nothing but be with them.
     Magic, it's what you feel when you hear the words I love you for the first time, when you finally get to be with that person.
     It's crazy to think that one person can make you feel all of these things. One person can make your life so much better even if you can only see each other through a screen. You know you really love someone when distance is nothing.
     Distance, something we will soon break to finally be with each other.

"Tick-tock" says the clock as I impatiently stare at its hands move little by little.
I wait for it to do something else but it does nothing but repeat its song.
Tick-tock
I want to scream at it for doing nothing but repeating its slow and boring song but I know it will not help.
I just want time to speed up, I want time to speed up but no.
"Have patience my dear." the clock whispers to me and I listen.
I let time slip away as my mind traveled somewhere else and the clock's tick and tock began to fade away.
finally after what seemed like seconds of dreaming I herd the tick-tock of the clock and realized that the time had flown by.
"Patience is the key my dear." whispered the clock.