we were the only two that breathes oxygen from the air that I screamed in.
the only two who felt each others touch.
we were the only two who shared that time and space.

no matter what, we are connected.
we are connected and I don't know how to free myself.
a hell that seemed like a reality

Her wounds are like a canyon
But her love is like an ocean
Filling it up

Her rage is like a fire
But her power is like a hurricane
Blowing it away

Her filth like the strength a mountain
But her grace is like fresh snow
Falling over it

See girl, your soul is mighty and pure,
Filled with comforts so serene-
And your mind is made up of fortresses,
Stronger than any part of me-
I’ll never give up if it means bringing you home,
To the comforts you once knew-
The safety of your own body and mind,
Every beautiful part of you.

my
inner moon rises
it's spackled lights
like penetrating eyes
wrapping me in its
blanket of
stars

I fear my wrong thoughts will define me
I've been looking for years just to find me

a darling made of plastic
thought you had my heart clutched
knowing you'd go when the old jubilee croaked
your sweet heavy eyes settled into the darkness without a chirp
i'd found something reliable that had a brand new heart
it came in the form of a soft angel

inexplicably beautiful
my favorite human
my best friend
it's been a while
you're still walking through hell trying to find yourself
fighting everyday
searching for something to fill the void
you are not you're struggles, you're bigger

never leaving
a pinky promise