i lost a friend when i lost u
i cried more than ever
i needed u the most that day
bt my conditions were clever
i want to trust u again
n i miss u alot
but can i ever look at u
the way that i alwys used to
they say trust is like a paper
once crumpled can not be the way it used to
but i still want u back
i dont know how
its ok
dear frnd
i still love u the same
its just a bitter feeling
that never wants me to trust u again

Looking beyond my abilities,
Searching for more opportunities,
I wake up every morning,
To answer my call of duty.

Crossing every night,
Breaking down sometimes,
Questioning my existence,
Answering my Guilty crimes.

Trying to make everyone happy,
Expecting sometimes,
Other times disagreeing,
Looking at people whom I don’t know much about.

Thinking I am crazy,
Talking constantly,
Listening to different types of songs,
Wasting my tears.

Finding my own ways,
Fighting the negativity,
Loving myself sometimes,
Thanking God for giving a life to me.

Life is a two faced game you see,
Can't help it,
But accept please.

Please tell her you love her
like you've never told her before
Please tell her you need her
more than anything in this world.

Every night crawling
into bed beside you
Wrapping my arm around you
Drawing you closer
Into the perfect spoon
Our skin to skin one caress
Comforting one another as we fade into dream

every morning
Waking
before the alarm sounds
To the feel of your arm
Out-stretched & Searching
for me beside you
Finding me, finding you
the safety, the joy
The serenity of feeling Home
In our bubble

At the peak of the mushroom
free of anxiety, ego dissolved
A familiar peace abounds
Amid the chaos of the mind fray
Our souls dance
Together and free
Simultaneously lost and found
in your emerald gaze
Peering endlessly as
the periphery fades to blur
and all that exists is We
All is you and me
We are All

Feeling every molecule
of You
As we merge our physicality
The Gnosis in the mushroom
Illuminating the Archaic
Gnosis in our beings
Reigniting and fuelling our twin flame
the magnetic synergy of our Souls

Sharing time
Sharing space
In your intoxicating presence
In your nourishing embrace

Engaging in ceremony with you
Honouring spirit
Of the Earth, of ourselves
Casting intentions to the four winds
Through the cleansing of raging fire

Discovering the rhythm of personal expression
Under the full blood blue moon
Our spotlight on the stage of surrender
Hanging effortlessly in
the star-speckled Black of Night

Finding the circular beat
Of your two drum-heart-beats
Through the noise
of solo djembes on their own tangent
Desperate to find the momentum of song

Our trio in unison
Our drums in harmony and rhyme
Synchronised in time
A voiceless song of the divine

These and many more
moments you've given to me
We created the space and
seized the opportunity
I hold them in memory immemorial
And the feelings they inspired
Infused forever into my "me-ness"

I thank You
I miss You
I Love You

Forever my Moon
And one day my Sun