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Jan 2018 Japanesekid

Justin Case

Everyday I think of ways to get you back.
Ways that would make you smile,
Ways that would make you sad,
Ways that would make you regret, and
Ways that would make you feel guilty.

Everyday I think that maybe if you just saw me, everything would go back to normal.
Maybe if I just showed up to your house one night and knocked on your window,
Then you would see how much I still love you.
I could hold you in my arms again to show you what it feels like to be held by someone who loves you more than themself.

But I know that wouldn't help.
It would just make things worse.
Because I don't want you back if you're only here because you feel bad for me.
I want you back because you love me and can't live without me.

But now I know that you can live happily without me.
Too bad I can't live without you.

Jan 2018 Japanesekid

Wanted

Jan 2018 Japanesekid

The Insane Savannah

Wanted

Why do you even talk to me?
I am nothing compared to anyone else!
Why do you scoot closer to me?
I have no warmth.
Why do you seem to want me?
I don't recall anyone else wanting me.
Am I even wanted?
I doubt it.

#confused #why #people #help #nothing #wanted

Jan 2018 Japanesekid

Take me away

Jan 2018 Japanesekid

Ofelia

Take me away

And I'm lost
But I don't care
Cause you're here
To show me the way
And to take me away
You're in my heart
You're in my mind
You're my body
You're my soul
And I need your strength
Cause I don't have any left
But you're here
To show me the way
And to take me away

Commission

#love #strength #feelings #away #lost #body #soul #heart #min

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

HAPPY :>

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

JustChloe

HAPPY :>

So im happy
this is weird for me
the first time Im awake in the middle of the night
and not silently crying
im smiling
my face isnt use to this
a part of me thought this wouldnt fit
but it does
I'm connected to God
righted some of my wrongs
can breathe again
stepped out from the wrong
now im in the light
and i couldnt feel more right

#happy

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

What if you realize I was right?

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

tatianah

What if you realize I was right?

what if one day you wake up and realize you don’t want me anymore?... you’ll see me the way I see myself and you’ll leave me.
What if my worst fear comes true ?
What if you realize you truly are better without me?
That all I ever did was bring you down never made you happy
what if you realize and admit that everything I say about myself is true... you’ll see me for the trash that I am and you’ll leave and be happier without me.
I couldn’t say anything tho all I want is for you to be happy but if that’s not with me then I can’t stop you
I love you and I don’t want to lose you but will you be better off?
Will you want to leave me for someone better?
You seemed happier the day we didn’t talk.. were you?
What if I trap you in this relationship am I? I’m sorry if I don’t let you leave if you truly want to you can go yes I’ll cry but if it’s what you want I’ll idk I’ll be okay as long as your happy

#depression #self #hate #better #off

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

Home

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

Her

Home

Do you have any idea

how you make me feel
how you make my soul feel
like it is finally home
after a long tiresome journey

a journey in which day felt like night
a journey where i was not sure
when i would reach the destination
or where the destination was exactly

but then you
oh you

the moment my soul felt yours
the moment our eyes met across the bar
i knew right then
right there

i was home

finally

#love #relationships #relationship

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

Untitled

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

Into Darkness

Untitled

Can you feel it?
The pain,
The suffering.

Or can you hear it?
The lying,
Then the crying.

The boys pressing guns to their heads
While the girls
Are hanging in their closets
instead.

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

An ugly side of love .

Dec 2017 Japanesekid

Gulishta

An ugly side of love .

LOVE....a four letter word.
It's beautiful if it's in your favour..
It's ugly if it's not.
           I've seen an ugly side of love.
It breaks you..
     Shatter you....
          Consumes you...
                   Becomes you...

It have a dark side.
  It will always be in front of your mind,
     No matter how badly you want to keep it aside.
   It will **** your soul right out of you.
It won't let you feel anything else..
Any other emotion...
joy,happiness,satisfaction, pleasure nothing.
All you can feel is it...
All you can see is it...
It will make you search for yourself over and over again.
It will make you a habitual to feel the pain.
It won't let you overcome it. .
No matter how hard you try.
It will a constant always trying to pry.

And at the end.....
You will become it.
You will be the ugly side of love.
You will be the thing you were running from.
You will be what you hated the most.
Then maybe..not loving wouldn't have been the worst.