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Dec 2018 Mark A Agtane

Life

Dec 2018 Mark A Agtane

tulipinthetropics

Life

Solitude taught me
I am capable to bear things
I thought I wouldn't be able to survive.

Patience taught me
I can be more grateful
for the things I longed for.

Love taught me
I can be loved
I am worth it
and that the only thing
that really matters
is that despite everything
what you feel in your heart,
will last forever.

#solitude #love #patience #writing #poetry #latina #poem #creative

Dec 2018 Mark A Agtane

Please

Dec 2018 Mark A Agtane

R

Please

be patient with me
I will argue with you to no ends
not because I hate your guts
not because your opinions are invalid
but because I like intellectual stimulation

be patient with me
I'm not the easiest person to deal with
I will not accept all of your excuses
and I hate it when things don't get done my way
because I've been let down hundreds of times before

be patient with me
I know more than I let on
I don't like laying all my cards on the table
and I know you want me to be more open
but I am made of layers and I'm being open I swear

be patient with me
I am quite sick in the head
my mental state isn't stable all the time
I'll try my best to be there for you when you need me
but sometimes my demons come after me

be patient with me
when I'm all better and good
I'll give you what you need and your wants
I'll make you proud and grateful
I will do my best to make you happy so just please

be patient with me.

Read the title every time you start each stanza. Some personal writings I found in my good old black notebook of thoughts.

#love #friends #sad #happiness #patience #personal #parents #patient #compromise #arguments

Nov 2018 Mark A Agtane

Selfcare

Nov 2018 Mark A Agtane

Rose

Selfcare

I need your absence
to rediscover the parts of me,
I had lost in the midst of you.
I need time and space
to try to get to know me better,
to heal from a place of disaster.
And most importantly,
I need my heart and mind
to agree that..
we’re just not meant for one another.

Sometimes choosing yourself is the only option.

#i #selfcare #heart #peace #soul #lonelyhours #healing #growth

Nov 2018 Mark A Agtane

In you...

Nov 2018 Mark A Agtane

Just Alex

In you...

I want to mend my mistakes
I want to undo the past
I want do things right
I find a reason to try.

I find the meaning of songs
I find why poets write of love
I find the sorrow of lovers
I want cure their woes
as tears are shed like blood...

I want to find joy
I want to never let go
I want to feel warmth
I find happiness once more.

I find fear like never before
I remember why I stopped
I remember the nervouness
felt before
I find a reason to ignore them
chances is what life is made out of.

Nov 2018 Mark A Agtane

I Write

Nov 2018 Mark A Agtane

Lye

I Write

I write
I write the truth
I write what I feel
And what I don't

I write
I write about me
I write about you
Letters of truth

I write
I write my love
I write my pain
And everything in between

My writing is the closest you'll ever get to the real me

Nov 2018 Mark A Agtane

In a Crowd of Strangers

Nov 2018 Mark A Agtane

HelzyW

In a Crowd of Strangers

In a crowd of strangers,
I’ve longed to meet you,
My life spent remembering
And Appreciating
your kindness.

The windows to your soul,
And your sparkled glance,
Will be forever locked
Right
In my heart

Please take your time,
And take it slowly,
For I can experience,
The ultimate
Smile of a stranger.

And your ‘Hello’,
Can melt and take what only
Was grievance
And injustice,
of solely me.

Sep 2018 Mark A Agtane

Not Anymore:

Sep 2018 Mark A Agtane

Jordan Rowan

Not Anymore:

Last time I was here I was waiting
For the perfect storm to come
I saw it from the cafe
And under lightning, I had to run
As the porcelain lay broken
Under the feet of weary eyes
Last time I was here I was waiting
For somebody to make me cry

Last time I was here I was burning
Under strangely colored lights
If only I did some learning
From all the previous wasted nights
And as I tried to forget the voices
That never seem to go away
Last time I was here I was burning
But I tell everyone I'm okay

Last time I was here I was broken
Like I've never been before
I can still smell the smoke and,
I can still hear the door
But as I still remember
All the things from before
Last time I was here I was broken
I'm not broken anymore

#broken #regret #pain #not #anymore