I found it so hard to stop thinking about you
Maybe it was your good looks
Maybe it was those eyes that looked at me and made me feel so much warmth
Or that beautiful mind of yours as beautiful as your heart
A ******* masterpiece
A work of art
And just like a star you are so high I can only dream
And even if I will never be able to call you mine
At least we are under the same sky

I'm in the depths of my mind
Can't get out of my head
Every day I m drowning in my thoughts
It's like my thoughts are ready to get rid of me
I've become a slave of my demons
And I can't even help my self
No one can
Tried escaping but my demons have cornered me
I'm trapped
Save Me!

Their love was ocean deep
But they drowned in it because they couldn't swim
Maybe forever was there at the shore waiting for them
They will never know

Lived each day thinking I had more of it
Wasted it when I had it
Now I‘m running out of it
“Time”, they warned me about her
But I didn't listen
Thought I had more of her
But she waits for no one
The clock keeps ticking

Lately I've been lost and trapped in my head
I feel so alone with no one to talk to
My anxiety is high and I'm mess
Tell me what do I do when I feel lost?
One minute I'm ok and the next I'm not
I hate this inconsistency in my mind
Thought I finally found my self
But I feel lost again

When people look at you
They see a happy me
And not the sad you
They see me laughing
And see my beautiful smile
But no one sees you crying
Or sees you hurt

Please take me off
Because I care about you
You have spent your whole life behind me
And I hate that I keep lying to this good people
The more you keep hiding behind me
The more you keep dying inside
Let the people see the real you behind me
And set yourself free

You are amazing
Whether you realise it or not
Appreciate life more
And don't pressure yourself
Relax
Trust the timing
Remain humble
Embrace rejection
Do not give up
Love them out loud today
No,we are not promised tommorrow
Live!