I used to dread the day that one of us would have to make the decision to walk away. I never thought it would be so...liberating.
Your words mean nothing when your actions show your true intentions.
You care? Where were you when I called you crying at 4am? You miss me? Then pick up the phone, follow through when you tell me you'll come see me.
Im not hurt. Im not heartbroken. Its just life. I can go on just fine by myself.
I remember when I thought I needed you, then it was no longer a need but a want. I wanted company. I wanted you to be the one I shared my life with.
Now I'm drawing the line.
I won't play games anymore. I won't hope that you'll keep any of your empty promises.
Im not bitter, I'm not angry.
Im just growing up, and part of that means letting go.
Like they say, why cross an ocean for someone that won't even cross a puddle for you

Stuck
between
having you
here
and being
there
'cause we can
neither
be near
or disappear
without miracles
and selfishness
and a trigger
pulling
on my heart
strings

your light brings
joy on a summer's night
playfully dancing in the dark

I am saddened by
your dimming light
as you approach eternal night

your life is finite
but the joy your light has brought
will burn through eternity

I've fallen,* lost and alone inside this beautiful abyss.
I wonder how I found myself here, somehow this light reflecting, radiating and submerging me is making it all seem alright.
I found you,in a time of need. Broken in such subtle ways, my spirit is here to guide me.
I don't want to fix you, and I'd be a fool to think you could fix me. Maybe, just maybe we can become more at ease.  
Through the rain and deepest of snow, howling winds that whistle and sigh. We can wait out the storm in this little bungalow
I would wait, for you, a life time.
Just enjoy us in the NOW and see where it takes you.
Let go and be free, I'll be here to catch you

Eyes blinded by passion as you grab my hair
Claimed as yours, you display proudly
And I  cannot hold still
Desire burns hot
You stick your fingers through my smile and make room
Room to claim me as yours, once and for all
A fistful of hair positions you inside of me
Eyes water with depth
Trying to breathe, I squirm
Held gently but firmly in place
A naughty smile and a Twinkle in those hazel eyes
No, you will not win,
Not this time.
For I am not yours
You are mine
My rod of molten steel
My elixir of life
Mine
Hold me in place and take it home
My eyes never leave yours
You watch intently as you disappear, repeatedly
I can't help but smile, though I have no room to do so
Warm and wet i take what you give
And when I am released
I find myself sharing the joy