"Why would I want to be crazy, you might ask, well its because crazy people get to see a world, a world different than the one we see. You have to really understand that to come to question the world in the way someone that is crazy might."

Karl Franssen

I know you love cheesy love songs
So here’s one for you my dear
You know who you are
So there’s no need to fear
How do you like it so far?

Cause girl you’re the reason that the sun shines
And why the flowers come out in spring
I don’t mind if you’re mine
But you’re the reason that I sing

Cause the first time I saw you
I knew it was love at first sight
Come on I know you feel it too
So move closer I won’t bite

You know you’ll always be my Hallmark Girl
And I’ll write you a proper song someday
I promise…

Life happens
You can’t stop it
From doing what it does
I know you know this
So it’s hopeless
To try to change it up

[Chorus]
Cause when everyday
People die
People cry
People live
And they forgive
Life for what it does

"Why does everything bad
Always have to happen to them"

I wish I could’ve known them
So I could tell them that they’re worth it
But I didn’t know them
I wish I could’ve shown them
That every life is worth living
But I couldn’t show them

[Chorus]

But it’s hard to understand
Them and their emotions
And it’s hard to understand
Why this is happening to them
When will it get better for them
Or will it never
It’s never really made sense to me

Everyday people die
And people cry
So don’t make yourself die
And leave us to cry
Don’t bring your death upon yourself
Just let life bring you to the end

The flowers fall,
and so do I.
Her eyes pierce my soul,
from the first glance.

Her hands are small,
inside mine they lie.
She has a heart of gold,
I ask her for a dance.

Unified at the ball,
we give love a try.
I can't wait to grow old,
to show my affection at every chance.

Death is down the hall,
and soon we will die.
We paid the reaper his toll,
into the planes eternal lovers advance.

You called me your guiding star
That's quite true.
I burnt myself
and risked my whole existence
Just to light you way
For a few second

You called me your anchor
That's quite true
I sunk myself
To keep you at one place

You compared me with the moon
I get it now why
I scarred myself for life
just to be noticed,
To stand out
from the darkness
all around me

I gave you my all,
'cause i thought i could be your all
I tried to fix you
ignoring how in the process
I almost bled myself to death
I swallowed shards of glass
and yet never let my smile falter
I Wiped Your Tears
While Mine Were Left Abandoned
To Dry On Their Own
I tried healing your wounds
while mine got deeper

And I swear
I tried my best
To spare our friendship
Losing my love was bad enough
but my best friend too?
How on Earth
was i supposed to get through this

So,
I stayed
Put on my daily show
but you knew me
too well to fall for that facade
And that's whAT hurt most
the warmth in your eyes
that once felt like home
sheltering me from world's cold ways
was now gone
replaced
replaced by this coldness

Your skin
was the only home i ever knew
but i realized,
i was not welcome any more*
And I relized that
that hardest way possible
yet i stayed
'cause i just could not leave
I did not know how to leave
I loved you so frigging much
and everything just kept getting worse
YOU WERE NO LONGER THE SUN
but a blackhole
swallowing all the good memories
devouring them all
till there was not a trace of light
inside me
till there was nothing left to me
till i became the ghost
of the girl who i used to be
And all those good days
they seem like a distant dream
and i don't even know if what i'm writing
makes any sense
my hands won't stop shaking
or my head shouting
it keeps yelling
YOU NEVER FELL FOR ME
YOU SLIPPED
UNKNOWINGLY
A MISTAKE'YOU REGRET EVERY DAY