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  Jun 2016 Tessa Marie
AK93
I don't always mean what I feel inside, but sometimes these feelings are too big to hide
Tessa Marie Jun 2016
Only words can explain how I feel inside.

I'm like a type writer. I can't speak how I feel but I can write how I feel on paper.
The emotions that flow and the things I seem to go through.
I go through moments of despair and other moments I'm on top of the world.
I have a decision to make. And that terrifies me.
Why must adulthood even be a thing.
It's sad to think that when I was younger I fluttered at the Idea of being older and being able to do whatever I wanted without adults telling me what to do or what I should be.
But, as I seem to grow older It terrifies me to think of it. I don't like the idea of growing up and that just seems to childish. Oh the irony.
The older I get the more terrified I become. I don't know what I'm going to do with most of my life. This has gone to fast.
The worst part is I want someone to tell me what to do. I 'm so use to others giving me advice and helping me that now, I'm stuck.
  Feb 2016 Tessa Marie
Isabela Aragon
i want to kiss the crease beneath your brows,
and pepper your face with unspoken vows.
i want to embrace you when it's half past four,
and your skin is draped in nothing more
than thin sheets and love bites from the night before.
  Feb 2016 Tessa Marie
regina
She likes it when the weather is cold, while he likes it when it's warm.

She likes her coffee cold, while he likes his coffee hot.

She is cold, and he is warm.

And they said opposite attracts,
Would they stay in each other arms whilst there are so many differences between them?

Would he keep her warm in a cold winter night?

Would she keep him cold in a warm summer day?
someone asked me to make a poem about him. So here it is.
  Feb 2016 Tessa Marie
Gabriel Roa
1) read me a poem

2) sing me a Radiohead song

3) talk to me about that time you ate that pizza by your own and how funny it was to see other people's reaction

4) hug me

5) tell me everything's gonna pass and everything's gonna be alright

6) play with me

7) take me out to play guitar and jam with weird and gilly and the spiders from mars

8) make me see the moon

9) help me breathing

10) tell me to make a list of things that make me feel better

11) talk to me with your bare voice

12) show me that photo of us that you loved so much you couldn't stop staring at

13) love me

14) be with me at my darkest

15) help me sleep without nightmares

16) let me see your eyes

17) show me your disc/book collection

18) talk to me about your mommy

19) play hide and seek with me

20) make me a list of the foods you don't like

21) read my bad sad depressing poetry

22) acaríciame la nuca y perdóname por no saber cómo se dice en inglés

23) remember with me those moments you really liked

24) be patient

25) be careful, but not that much careful

26) excuse my ocd about space and counting your inner stars

27) arrópame y discúlpame de nuevo por ser tan ignorante con el inglés

28) wait for me

29) say hi!, literally hi!

30) be happy,

and I'll try to be happy with you.
/spanish lines because I don't really know why/
  Feb 2016 Tessa Marie
Brent Kincaid
As a bisexual, I fear
Few will want you to be proud.
They will bend your ear
Saying things to you out loud
That would be better left
Totally, embarrassingly unsaid
Instead of rattling around
Inside the cathedral of your head.

Too many try to make it
Seem like a kind of venal crime
To want to make love with
Someone of your own kind
And maybe with the same
Gender with which you were born.
To some it is very biblical
And subjects you to public scorn.

Finding someone ****
With the same plumbing as you
It not only delightful
It can be a dream come true.
It feels correctly natural
And works like the other way
Even though people scorn
And use words like ‘***’ and ‘gay’
Or ‘******’ and even taco
Whatever that might end up meaning.
The important thing to me
Bisexuality is so powerfully appealing.

So, those who dislike me
And feel so righteously zealous
That bisexuality is wrong
Are very possibly just jealous.
Or maybe just uptight
Living by someone’s else’s rules;
Not what they’ve learned
And therefore are bigoted fools.
Tessa Marie Feb 2016
As I look at my reflection I am disgusted by what I see.
Don't tell me to get over what you can't see.
I see someone who's been though a lot and is broken.
I feel the reason why you can't see the emptiness inside me is because of the mask I put up on the outside to hide what I feel on the inside.
This is all your fault.
You complain because I don't try to explain how I feel. But when I do you complain and deny.
The only person I see in that reflection is someone I no longer know. It's someone else in that mirror.
They don't smile, they don't do anything. They just sit and stare at me helplessly.
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