As my days and nights turn into a haze. My thoughts linger of things Ive said and done that I cannot change.

My feelings are overwhelming,and my head begins to stir. I'm left at a lost of all my worried thoughts that have occured.

Overwhelmingly darkness lingers ahead and the thought of processing it makes me feel sick in my head.

My mind plays tricks on me that I feel are so ovsured. But parts of me finds truth in to fill the void within

Now I understand why some people are addicted to things like drugs and alcohol. It alters your state of mind and you barely feel pain anymore. It's a way to feel the happiness you've been longing for.

I have a horrible habit thats diffiuclt for me to control.
Every inch of happiness I gain I latch onto it.
I ruin it the moment I gain it.

As my days and nights turn into a haze. My thoughts linger of things Ive said and done that I cannot change.

My feelings are overwhelming,and my head begins to stir. I'm left at a lost of all my worried thoughts that have occured.

Overwhelmingly darkness lingers ahead and the thought of processing it makes me feel sick in my head.

My mind plays tricks on me that I feel are so absurd . But parts of me finds truth in to fill the void within

The feeling, and thought of you touching me makes my skin crawl.
I feel sick with myself, and I hate the fact that I let it happen.
I've tried so many times to convince myself that its not my fault.

I do not want to be your echo

saying everything in repeat

I want to be your voice

saying the things that should be