You frustrate me on a new level.
                      
I have no clue how you do it but you do.

I don't know how to explain on how I feel about you but, thats ok I feel that way about myself sometimes too.

You drive me nuts

You are are all I think about and as much as I try to get you out of my head you still stay.

I feel comfortable around you yet I don't. It's so confusing.

I love the way you are.

They way you act as if you don't care what other think of you. Maybe that's a reason why I like you.

Because you don't care what other think of you, when I do.

I still remember the days when you had promised and said we would last forever. Forever and always remember? Do you remember telling me that if our forever and always didn't really turn out to be, that you'd still be here by my side and how you would always be my friend. Even if we weren't what we used to be. Forever and always just like you had promised. But I guess over time forever and always never meant anything and promises are just meant to be broken. Some days I start to wonder, what if I had never let those three little but very important words slip my mouth 'l love you'. What if I never said yes or if I hadn't said all those cute little things we both wished would happen but never did.  Sometimes I would over think my past decisions and ask myself why had I gotten myself into this mess and why I have let it get this far. I myself knowing I would never be able to break out of this cage. Even if it meant hurting myself and even the others around me that I love. Some day's I wonder how my life would be without you, how I would be if you hadn't entered my life like you did. I must say my life isn't perfect and I sure in hell know i'm not either. I'm not the skinniest girl nor am I the prettiest. I have problems and I deal with them on a daily basis. And you even knew this yet you never stayed. But in the end I am happy ?to say I got over you and the way you had treated me. I know I may never get over you as for you were my first love. But I will never ever forgive you for what you have done to me.

I feel so dead inside. Im so sick of always feeling so alone