I have insomnia, the night is longer for me that for most
I lay in one spot all night afraid to roll over and face the nightmare next to me, I don't look up because there is a demon above me and don't make me mention the beast the rests under my bed waiting for me to sleep so it can crawl into my mind and leave me with nightmares, its just as he said; When the darkness creeps in, I feel my nightmares watching me. He had never been so accurate in his life.

It seems that these days nothing is real
The world around me shimmers artificially
Women will have procedures done to fit into the world of plastic
Men find it more simple to use cheep tricks to get a night of love
People on the street dress to make the illusion of perfection
Little girls stuff their bra's and paint on geisha faces pretending to be grown up
The sad truth is that,
Nobody is genuine anymore

Anger, hate, bitterness
all bubble up to the top of my heart
when I remember all the lies you told.

Desperation, depression, want
fill the hole you left me with
when you got tired of me.

But you don't care do you?
No, you had your fun throwing me left and right like a rag doll
then leaving me like the broken toy I am.

So you tried to return me, but nobody likes a naked barbie doll.

It is dark and I am at peace
Slithering into the whites of my eyes
The blackness sheets and covers my body
rippling its white hot way down my spine
somehow finding its way into my little black toenails
it drenches me with a sweat that gives me a sweet tingly sensation
down passed my bones;
soon the darkness will consume me.

what is unconditional love?
Unconditional love is known as affection without any limitations.
I felt this unconditional love the first time I stared into your green eyes
brown curls covered the ground where your head lay and I was seeped to a place that left me blind, or maybe I just didn't want to see how you obviously loved another.