Show face Inner demon, leering and brooding to have me dwell in my failure. Show face Caring foe , waiting to see me fall. And I will, flat on my knees begging for the lords mercy. Ask him to pave me a way forward Thank him for letting me see another day . Even if it's dark. Dark, clouding my vision, where do I go? To my head where vision never mattered. Where I could close my eyes and let the wind carry me with the birds. Hear the trees whistle songs of how they have been liberated from freedom. In my head where I am bigger than myself. I am the earth. Only in my head. My eyes will open soon and I will be blind again. I will show face. Paint it on, mascara, lipstick ,smile and all Then show it.
I'm falling. So I catch myself Before I fall into another series of what ifs. Like What if I steal a glance Or worse, what if he returns it Either way it's a loss because if he is not looking, I'll wonder why he isn't and if I'm not good enough. When I catch him looking , it plays with my mind because I don't know why he is. Leaving a burning desire to know exactly what goes on in his mind.
I'm falling, but I catch myself, because odds are, I will never speak and neither will he. I'm falling but I catch myself ,because I'm just a girl and he is just a boy , we are just a boy and girl afraid to love each other. So they settle for stolen glances. I'm falling , but I catch myself , because I bruise easily.
How much would the devil pay for a lost soul? Been to the earths core and back,but still theres this hole, Im tortured by subliminal misconceptions Neurons put to the vote but the are no elections, Its as if ive been put in emotional detention with unknown intentions I feel like an animal in captivity, In need of cage keys to set me free. I wish not for happy endings,because i dont want my happy to end, Is it? Love or peace or even love of peace that will to my happy place send,...me, so i can be free eternally.
These harmonies and melodies. These vibes Pierce through my soul like knives These vibes move me and yet they paralyze me These vibes have such massive power These vibes, so sweet and yet so sour These vibes take me over and under They make me hunger Yearning for something deeper Just the thought has me growing weaker.
These vibes fill me with desire Burning fire, take me hire.
It's beyond what the eye can see In this moment, heaven is you and me. Our only enemy is time But for now let us pretend you were mine Sip me like a glass of wine.
I shall conform to your deepest desire Burning fire, take you hire
Let us pretend that I was your only Cause this vibe between us is almost holy. You and I , like Bonny and Clyde Just for tonight Like we were more than just a vibe.
Who are you, who am I I used to know you. Back when we used to laugh at the silliest things, we used to bring out the inner children in each other,I was yours and you mine, Once, when we were friends...
Who are you, who am I I used to know you Back when I Iooked in the mirror and recognized who I saw. Now it seems other people's reflection of me are the only thing I see
Who are you ,who am I I used to know you Back when you were more than just another citizen of sin city Now we are residents, judging each other because we sin differently.
Who are you ,who am I I used to know you Back when we were more than just two people afraid to discover each other or dare I say love each other.
Who are you, who am I I used to know you Back when we let our souls connect and the world didn't matter. Now any connection compared to opinions is inferior With our eyes open we are blind to what's beneath the exterior
Who are you, who am I I used to know you Back when we viewed the world the same Now we don't even live in the same one. Now you are a memory that is fading Who could you be? You used to be me.